Tom Holland Imagines

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TW!! Mental health, break down, eating disorder

This one was requested: I practiced asking you out in the mirror

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You're sitting next to Tom, your co star in your movie that's hitting the cinemas soon. You were cast as Black Cat for a stand alone and soon found out that Spider-man would play a big role in the movie too. You were beyond excited when you found, especially because you loved Tom Holland. And Zendaya made an appearance too which was unbelievable. You grew up with her on Disney. You two were best friends ever since you both were casted for Disney shows and you couldn't believe you'd be sharing your first big movie role with her too.

She made it easy for you, especially because being so close to her also helped by developing a friendship with Tom. Of course you two became really close during filming too. Now filming is over but you still get to spend time together, like right now, on press tour.

You've been put in some interviews together which makes you really happy. Interviews are much more fun with Tom by our side.

"So, Tom, you said in one of your old interviews that Y/n is your all time celebrity crush is that right?" The interviewer's question gets your attention.
Tom immediately starts laughing. "Yeah I did", he says casually. You look at him shocked. "Really", you ask.

"Yeah a while back, I think I was like, 12", he says.

The interviewer nods. "Yeah around the time you said you would like to play spider-man one day", she adds.

Tom gives you a questioning look. "Haven't you seen the video? It's literally all over the internet."

You shrug. "I don't do social media. You know why", you say.
"Oh yeah that's right, sorry", Tom immediately nods. He knows.

Of course, the interviewer caught that. "You don't do social media?", she questions.

You shake your head no. "Not officially no. My manager posts about my movies on my official account and I have a small private account, only to stalk my friends though", you smirk and Tom chuckles. "I keep my eyes off of anything related to me and my career. Not good for my mental health."

Tom starts talking about how he deletes the Instagram app from his phone too every now and then. You're glad he takes the attention away from you a little.

You suffered from an eating disorder when you were younger. It was bad. And the media only made it worse. When you started therapy, you decided to make a cut. You no longer watched videos about you, read articles or checked hashtags or comment sections. You've lived like this for years and you've recovered from your eating disorder. Not many people know about this, or at least you really don't feel like talking about it publicly.

However, Tom knows. You're so close to him and you've spent so much time together the past year... It eventually became topic of a conversation.

Thankfully, the interviewer doesn't ask any more questions and the rest of the interview packed day goes by uneventful. When you're finally done Tom, you and the rest of the cast go to the hotel restaurant together and get dinner. You're sitting next to Tom whilst eating your pasta. You can't shake the thought of him having had a crush on you.
"Did you really have a crush on me?", you eventually ask him curiously.

Tom chuckles. "Yeah I did. God, I remember it so vividly. I practiced asking you out in the mirror."

You burst out laughing. "No way!"