Dangerous (#1 Of Mafia Vengeance Series)

Guilt

Same night
Ace p.o.v

I had never seen my brother like this. He was always the happy and annoying little brother.
Now he looks sad, angry and even relieved.

Relieved? Why would he be relieved.

Was something going on with the two that I didn't know about?
Or were the signs infront of me all along and I was too busy with my life to notice?

I looked at Zane with a guilty expression trying to make its way to my face.

I guess Ira saw the face I made before I could cover it up. "It's not your fault" she reassured while I just stood there.

"Zane" she softly called out but he didn't stop the crying
She reached out to his shoudler but he only flinched away.

I couldn't help, I was soaking myself in self guilt.

She stroked his shoulder and hugged him when he didn't flinch away.

I couldn't help but grow a little jelous as she whispered words af him.

Now is not the time.

I walled out of the room trying to call Blaze but it only went to voicemail.

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Ira tucked Zane into bed and waited till he fell asleep.

"Well I'm on my way home " she walked up to me.

Nodding, I was tired and just wanted to cuddle but didn't want hold her here.

"Are you alright?' Mama sighed at me.

"Yes. Don't worry about me"

"I have to worry about you-"

"Why?" I looked up catching her .
We stared at eachother intently in this silent and depressing room trying to figure our feelings out.

Mama sighed before walking out leaving me in my thoughts. 

Do I like her?

I think so but I'm never good with relationships and feelings toward girls.

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Ira p.o.v

I need to stop it.

I can't get attached to him . The only reason we know each other is for his sister and mine.

I have got to stay away
That means no more :

Cuddling
Sleeping over
Overly caring
Long talks on the phone.

We need to be focusing on our sisters.

I pulled up to my house with a sigh and decided it's time to go out.

I need a get free day.

A day where I drown my problems with alcohol for the night.
.............. maybe leave the club with someone 😏.

I took  a quick shower and searched for an outfit in my robe.

I did a natural face and not much to my face but I showed out with the dress.