【day 6】
tsukishima pov
"AAAAHHHH!!" I hear a scream. My eyes shoot open and I sit up, seeing l/n looking mortified. She was crying and sweating, and she was breathing really hard.
"L/N! Are you okay?!" I ask, worried. What's happening? Was it a nightmare? I cupped her face with my hands and wiped away her tears.
She was just sitting there, her eyes wide open. Her breath started to slow, so I took my hands off of her face. But as soon as I did, she wrapped her arms around my neck and hugged me tightly. I started to blush at the sudden affection, but immediately hugged her back, wrapping my arms around her waist. It's not real. She's just scared and looking for comfort. I don't care though.
"Shh... it's alright. Everything's gonna be okay." I whispered to her, making sure to soften my voice. Please don't give me false hope. I raised my hand and started to stroke her hair in an attempt to calm her.
Her breathing had slowed way down. "I thought I lost you..." I heard l/n whisper. What? Lost me? How would she lose me? What happened in her nightmare?
"Don't worry. You won't lose me. I won't let that happen."
We both just sat there hugging on my bed. I thought back to the first time I hugged l/n.
"I wish I could love."
I don't think she knows that I heard her say it, but it breaks my heart knowing that she's never loved a human being. She doesn't think she's even capable of it.
I love you, l/n. That will never change.
"What time is it, Tsukishima?" l/n asked.
"... Kei."
"Sorry?"
"Call me Kei." I looked at my phone.
"But-"
"It's about 2 in the morning. You should go back to sleep."
"Alright... Kei. Call me y/n." She said laying back down. Wow. My name sounds so much better when she says it. She started cuddling into me. My face grew warm, and it blushed a deep red, but luckily y/n couldn't tell.
I rested my hand on her back and pulled her closer to me. I'm never gonna let you go. You'll never lose me.
I soon fell back asleep, my face red in the darkness, the girl I love in my arms.
I hope you can learn to love one day, y/n.
okay so..... this chapter was like SUPER short. but the other ones should be longer. i just didn't know what else to put in here.
i wrote this when i was in class. i should probably do my homework.

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Fanfictiontsukishima x fem! reader y/n lost her mother at a young age and has an abusive father. she moves to japan from the united states. she meets tsukishima kei. she had found safety in this one high school boy. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~...