Chapter 17

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Took you like a shot, thought that I could chase you with a cold evening

Let a couple years water down how I'm feeling about you

And every time we talk, every single word builds up to this moment

And I gotta convince myself, I don't want it even though I do

I listened to the lyrics of the song playing on the radio as I drove. I felt numb, like I didn't know what I wanted anymore. 

You could break my heart in two, but when it heals, it beats for you

I know it's forward but it's true 

I wanna hold you when I'm not supposed to, when I'm lying close to someone else

You're stuck in my head and I can't get you out of it, If I could do it all again

I know I'd go back to you

I felt tears falling from my eyes as I listened to the song. I thought about my day with Danny, and how I somehow ended up back at Colby's house.

We never got it right, playing and replaying old conversations

Overthinking every word and I hate it 'Cause it's not me

And what's the point in hiding, everybody knows we got unfinished business

And I'll regret it if I didn't say this isn't what it could be

I felt my head throbbing as I drove as I thought about seeing Colby standing there crying as I left his room. Does he really mean what he says? Does he really care that much about me? 

You could break my heart in two, but when it heals, it beats for you

I know it's forward but it's true

I wanna hold you when I'm not supposed to, when I'm lying close to someone else

You're stuck in my head and I can't get you out of it, If I could do it all again

I know I'd go back to you

I know I'd go back to you 

I'd go back to you

I watched as raindrops started falling onto my windshield, thunder rumbled in the distance. I wiped my eyes as I pulled into my driveway. I just sat there, trying to make the pain go away. I grabbed my phone now.

I'd go back to you, I know I said it wasn't sure

But I'd go back to you

You could break my heart in two, but when it heals, it beats for you

I know it's forward but it's true Won't lie, I'd go back to you

I opened up my phone and scrolled through the photos of Colby that he's sent me over the last couple of weeks

I opened up my phone and scrolled through the photos of Colby that he's sent me over the last couple of weeks

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You know, my thoughts are running loose, it's just a thing you make me do

You know, my thoughts are running loose, it's just a thing you make me do

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And I could fight, but what's the use, I know I'd go back to you

I wanna hold you when I'm not supposed to, when I'm lying close to someone else

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I wanna hold you when I'm not supposed to, when I'm lying close to someone else

I wanna hold you when I'm not supposed to, when I'm lying close to someone else

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You're stuck in my head and I can't get you out of it

You're stuck in my head and I can't get you out of it

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If I could do it all again,

If I could do it all again,

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I know I'd go back to you.

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