You seem Star Shaped. (Blur/Oasis)

Chapter Forty-Four

"It's Christmas Lyla" I heard Damon try and whisper next to me, I rolled over and buried my head into his bare chest.

"What time is it?" I mumbled, keeping my eyes closed as I tried to relish the sleep for as long as I could.

"Just gone seven" He told me, I could hear the excitement laced in his words, but that still wasn't enough to make me want to get up yet.

"Fuck me Damon, I need a good few more hours" I whined, reluctantly opening my eyes when he positioned my head so I was facing him.

"Who am I to say no to a pretty face like yours?" He whispered, glancing from my eyes down to my lips before forcefully pressing his lips against mine.

He knew that was exactly not what I meant, but I couldn't help but kiss him back, repositioning myself so that I was straddling him. I was now wide awake, I'm more ways than one, and I just felt completely desperate for his touch.

"I love you Eliza" He grinned, placing a gentle kiss on the top of my head. I cuddled up to his side further, placing a lazy kiss onto his chest.

"I love you too gorgeous" I mumbled, a yawn quickly following my words "Feels a bit wrong shagging in here"

"I think it's quite hot, god the amount of times I've laid in this bed and gotten myself off to the thought of you" He chuckled, I sat up and looked at him, his mischievous grin told me he was joking but I couldn't help but bite.

"That's just weird Damon, I would have been like fourteen. What are you doing wanking to a fourteen year old?" I quizzed, raising my eyebrows to try and seem serious but my giggles quickly broke through my words.

"You fucker, what's to say I wasn't talking about the other day?" He laughed, dropping his hands down to draw lazy shapes with his thumb on my hip bone "And when you were fourteen I would have only been like sixteen so it's not that fucking weird"

"Then I'd have to call your bluff" I told him, laughing as I spoke "I've been with you the whole time"

"The other night when you showered before bed" He told me, raising his eyebrows as he stared at me.

"Liar!" I exclaimed, hitting his chest with my hand "There's no way you would've been able to get it up for when I got out of the shower"

"Fuck off, I'm in my prime" He scoffed, furrowing his eyebrows together "I could've easily have had a wank before we had sex"

I laughed loudly, having to bring my hand up to cover my mouth in fear of waking the rest of the house up.

"You're talking out of your arse and you know it" I told him, shaking my head as I laid back down to cuddle up to him.

"I might be but-" he whispered, I lifted my head up to frown at him.

"Damon" I warned with a raise of my eyebrows "Just shut up, you're digging yourself an almighty big hole"

"This is going to be a bit different from last Christmas, isn't it?" I asked him quietly, he tightened his grip on me, rolling over so that our eyes were level.

"Yeah, it will be but I'm here for you all day, okay?" He spoke gently, reaching his hand up to softly stroke my cheek "Just say the word okay? If it gets too much we can drop everything and go for a walk, come upstairs, i'll do whatever you need me to do"

I nodded my head slowly, trying hard to swallow the lump which was forming in my throat, I couldn't start crying yet. I knew that I only had to say one word and I would completely crumble, so instead I reached my head forward and gently placed my lips against his. I knew that he would know that I was thanking him, I just couldn't get the words out.