its not like i like you

beautiful nightmare - NSFW, TW: blood and violence

catra would listen to sza and adora would probably listen to frank ocean, ok enjoy the story now LMAOO <3

Adoras POV

I couldn't even watch catra leave, I heard her footsteps and the door closing, I wanted to grab her, hold her and tell her to stay but I'm sure she wouldn't have

I eventually got up, showered and then dressed, the usual, though as I exit the room I notice two coffee mugs, dammit catra why didn't she-

wait, why is there two? does that mean someone was here? If so, who

"ah right! I should call glimmer back"

ring ring

"adora?! adora is that you?" glimmer yells

"of course it's me! glimmer calm down, what's wrong"

"adora tell me what happened with lonnie!"

"she didn't hurt you right?!" I hear bow in the distance

"w-what are you guys talking about?! why would she-"

"don't act oblivious adora, she came over to your dorm this morning, we saw her when we were going to ask you out for breakfast"

she came over? that explains the two mugs and catras sudden disappearance

if only I woke up sooner

"I didn't know because I was asleep, ugh glimmer"

"what?! adora you usually wake up early"

"yeah but I was sleeping so well- nevermind, anyways catra left, they'll be staying together"

"catra did WHAT? and you didn't try stopping her?"

"I- I don't, ugh I'm just going to come over"

"let's get breakfast!" bow says and the phone cuts off

still, I felt this indescribable emptiness, what are catra and lonnie doing right now?

glimmer bow and I had breakfast and even went out shopping, I had taken my mind off a lot

though I came back to the lonely dorm, of course because I had to, I enter and exhale from exhaustion

I glance at catras room, I slowly make my way over and look around, quietly entering I sit on her bed

she wouldn't mind this? friends sleep on each other's beds all the time, catras just not here with me but it's still fine right?

I lay down and drift off to sleep.

I woke up to someone moving around

"who's there?!" I get up and look over, I blinked twice because I couldn't believe the sight I was looking at, catra, she was sat at her desk

"c-c-catra? why are you back, and I can explain myself about being on your bed I-"

"hey adora~" she gets up and walks over to me placing a hand on my shoulder

"I thought you wouldn't be back for awhile so?!-"

"I m-missed you that's all, so I wanted to see you, did you not miss me?"

"I- I did yeah but what about lonn?-"

"shh, you talk too much" catra sits herself down on my left thigh

"catra wait, what are you-"

before I could mutter another word she stops me with a deep and rough, hard kiss, I couldn't even move, though her lips were warm and sweet, she gently insterts her tongue in taking the dominant lead