"Are you sure you're ok?" Kace asks as I step out of his car and smile at him. I nodded, "Oo naman ok lang ako, sige salamat ah," I said and turned my back at him and walked fast towards the elevator.
I wave at him as the door closes, at nangtuluyan na iyong magsara nanghihina akong napahawak ng mahigpit sa pader nito, nanlalambot ang nanginginig ang aking kamay.
Tumulo din ulit ang aking mga luha, mabigat ang aking pakiramdam sa puntong ito na hindi ko na alam ang aking gagawin.
When the elevator opens I quickly walk to our condo and lock it before I run to our room and cry my heart out.
Halo-halong pakiramdam ang aking nadarama, natatakot ako, nalulungkot, at nasasaktan...
Charvy jump and jumps, trying his best to climb the bed but he's too small for it. So I reach for him and carry him up.
Bumalik ako sa pagkakahiga at niyakap ang unan ni Gun bago nagpatuloy sa pag iyak, hanggang sa naramdaman ko nalang na tumabi sa akin si Charvy at siniksik ang kanyang sarili sa aking braso.
I stop and look at him for a moment before he barked and licked my cheeks. What he did make me stop crying and just hugged Gun's pillow until I fell asleep.
Kinabukasan ay nagising ako sa alarm clock ng phone ko agad akong gumising at wala sa sariling tumayo at dumiretso ng kusina. I choose to cook fried rice and bacon as usual. While doing that Charvy suddenly showed up on my feet and lay with my slippers.
"Charvy no," sinubukan kong bawalan siya pero mas lalo lang siyang na excite nong kinausap ko siya dahil akala niya, makikipaglaro na ako sa kanya.
Hinubad ko ang slippers ko at hinayaan siyang laruin ito, dahil kailangan ko matapos itong niluluto ko.
I also make coffees before putting all I cook on the table, pinagpag ko ang aking kamay sa apron bago ito hinubad at ipinatong sa isang upuan.
I walk towards our room while fixing my hair and bond it in a ponytail, I push the door using my back and enter it.
"Gun wake up, it's already 6:30 p----," natigilan ako ng makitang walang tao sa kwarto at sa kama, tanging ang kumot na iniwan ko kanina ang nandito.
And suddenly everything sinks into me...
Walang gana kong binagsak ang dalawa kong kamay at ngumiti-ngiting naglakad paupo sa kama.
"Wala kana pala dito..nakalimutan k-ko," I whisper and wipe my tears.
"Masyado akong nasanay na andyan ka lang to the point na nakalimutan ko na ang pakiramdam na wala ka sa tabi ko," I whisper before I walk towards the bathroom and take a long bath.
Hinintay kong tumigil ang pagtulo ng aking luha bago ako natapos maligo at nagbihis. I just wore a simple maroon jumpsuit and paired it with black heels and walked out of the room.
Paglabas ko ng kwarto ay agad sumalubong sa akin, ang hinanda kong usual breakfast namin ni Gun. kung saan nakahanda ito at may dalawang plato para sa aming dalawa.
Nawalan ako ng gana kumain kaya niligpit ko na lang ang lahat ng aking niluto at umupo muna sa couch para itext si Gun.
He didn't reply to my text so I think he's still on the flight, so I took a deep breath and carried Charvy to his dog crate, and left the condo.
Iniwan sa akin ni Gun ang sasakyan niya pero never niyang sinabing gamitin ko ito, but here I am crying again while driving his sedan.
"Charvy hindi ako sanay na ako ang driver haha, Gun is always been my driver but he's not here," I whisper and wipe my tears again.
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Lost Partnership (Law of Attraction Series # 4)
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