come back, please

8

warnings: vomiting, eating disorder

"i love you" george whispers in clay's ear.

clay pulls back from the hug, and smiles. he trusts george, and george trusts him. nick walks in, "woah woah, sorry i'll leave," he says backing up and closing the door, laughing.

me and george have been sitting in my bed, chilling almost all day, going through twitter. nick barges in again, "who wants pizza!" he says, "me?" george says
with a questionable face.

"alright, because it's downstairs, get it while it's warm!" nick says running down the steps. george and i, both stand up awkwardly, knowing what george just said.

"did he really mean it? does he really love me like that?" i thought to myself. george smiles at me, and walks down the step. i smile back, following him back down stairs.

all of the boys are downstairs, at the table. george and nick are already munching on their second slices, while clay is just sitting there staring at the triangular slice on his plate. george noticed clay not eating, and felt sad. clay could tell george had a frowm on his face.

"please clay" george says frowning at clay. "fine" clay says shaking a little. clay pickes up the slice, still shaking and shivers a bit. he finally puts the pizza up to his lips, "imagine the pizza as george's lips" nick says chuckling.

"oh, come on" clay says. he puts it towards his lips one final time, and takes a bit. he swallowed it, after chewing for awhile, and made a very awkward smile at george.

i see clay take a bite, and it makes me happy. i immediately smile. that's the only bite i see him take, but i'm still super proud of him for at least taking one.

after a little, i see him run up the steps. i slowly follow him, to which he ran into the bathroom. luckily, he left the door unlocked, but before i walked in i heard gagging. i was deeply concerned, and walked in. what i saw, made my heart crack into one million peices.

end of chapter 8