Dear Camila (Camila/you)

Chapter 30

I feel like I'm falling.

It's a strange feeling.

It's not quite as free as flying.

But also I'm not as panicked as I thought I expected.

My head feels supported.

I think I've already hit the ground as I feel something soft beneath me.

It can't be concrete.

It's too comfortable.

I try to swallow but feel something in the way.

I move my tongue slightly but feel something hard push against it.

I try to move my jaw, but whatever is in my mouth is restricting my movements.

I try to open my eyes.

But they feel like they have lead weights on them.

I push to open my eyelids harder.

I feel them flutter.

The heaviness is present.

But I start to see some light peek through my lashes.

I hear a mumbling of a voice.

It's sounds female.

The muffled noise starts to clear and I can kind of make out what she is saying.

"Shes waking... I see her eyes moving..'

It all then sounds mumbled.

But she sounds panicked.

But she also sounds familiar.

Like the tones of her voice strike a familiar chord with my memory.

"Nurse!!!!" I hear the voice louder and clearer this time.

I try to move any part of my body that will let me. But it feels like I'm being held down.

The weight is undeniable.

I find myself being able to wiggle my thumb.

But it's not an easy task.

So this is how Uma Thurman felt in kill bill.

I stop myself from repeating "wiggle your big toe".

In my head of course.

I try to swallow again.

It's my body's natural reaction but again, I'm prohibited by this thing in my mouth.

I get a dirty thought.

I will never take Camila deep throating me for granted again.

I try to snigger.

But I can just about move my lips around this damn thing.

"Nurse!! I think she's.. smirking? Or in pain in don't know!" I hear the voice again. This time it's higher pitched.

I feel my eyeballs rolling around in my head trying to gain focus as I will my eyelids to open.

"Geew.. da.. tig... awa" I try to speak but my throat feels dry and this Damn plastic thing is again in the way.

Another dirty thought pops into my head.

I will never take Camila deep throating me AND talking dirty at the same time for granted ever ever again.

"ooouu..tt" I try to verbalise, to get this thing out of my mouth.