Zhan's POV
Another day again, but everything is still usual. Masakit parin.
Bukas na ang balik namin sa pilipinas. Mom is now okay, she's fully recovered and it's time for us to go back. Our life is in the Philippines.
"Opo naman sir. Wala pong problema sa totoo nga po sir namiss ka dito. Namiss iyang pagsusungit mo. Salamat at uuwi na kayo." Tinawagan ko si Liam to inform him about my arrival.
Many things had changed.
I don't do friends, but I considered Liam as one. Siya ang namahala sa kompanya sa mga panahong inaalagaan ko si mom.
He always asks noon kung nahanap ko na ba daw si Angel.
Shit! Why can't you leave my mind!
Everytime I think of her, I can't help but to get mad on her. Mad of leaving me! Damn!
Ni hindi ko pa alam kung saang lupalop ng mundo ko siya hahanapin!
"Thank you, Liam." I said in a stern voice. He bid goodbye too and off the call.
Napahawak ako sa aking sentido habang tinititigan ang litrato ng babaeng mahal na mahal ko.
I wanted to forget her but shit! Parang may pumipigil sa akin, kahit anong gawin ko, hindi parin siya maalis sa isip at puso ko. Na tila siya na ang laman ng buong sistema ko, at nakakabaliw na! Dati pa namang ganito ang nararamdaman ko palagi kapag siya ang iniisip ko.
Hinaplos ko ang kanyang mukha sa aking cellphone. Mula sa kanyang noo hanggang sa kanyang baba.
How could you fuckin' leave me so easily, woman?
Did I did something wrong? But fuck! I don't think so. Lahat ng ginawa ko para sayo. Paano mo ako nagawang iwan?
Iniwan mo ako kahit alam mong kailangan na kailangan kita sa mga oras na iyon.
It's making me crazy, Angel.
"Son, what are you doin--" I heard a loud gasp which came from mom.
Hinawakan ko ang aking pisngi. Hindi ko namalayang tumulo na pala ang luha ko.
"Oh my god, anak. Bakit ka umiiyak--" she stopped when she saw Angel's face on my phone.
"Anak, akala..ko..ba.. kakalimutam mo na ...siya?" Naging mahina ang kanyang boses. "You're hurting yourself." I shook my head.
"I just can't help it mom. Marami paring tanong sa aking isipan. I want to ask her why did she left.
Hanggang ngayon kasi, hindi ko parin maintindihan." Pinunasan niya ang luha ko at yinakap ako.
"Shhh, stop it anak." Naramdaman ko ang paghagod niya sa aking likod. "Alam kong hindi madali pero alam ko ding kakayanin mo. You're strong, son." I hugged her back. She's my hero.
"Thank you so much mom. I don't really know what to do if you're not here." Natatawa siyang kumalas sa aking yakap.
"Let's enjoy this day together. Your dad is in the company, so he can't come with us. Let's enjoy the day because tomorrow, we're going back in the Philippines. You're going to be busy again in the company, mawawalan ka ulit ng oras sa akin."
"You know that won't happen mom, I always find time for you." She pouted and tapped my shoulder before standing.
"Mag ayos ka mamamasyal tayo."
Tumango ako sa kanya. She kissed my forehead then went out of my room.
Things has never been easy. Seven years of agony which Angel caused because of leaving me makes me want to end my life, but mom is there for me. She cheered me up.
Hanggang ngayon iniisip ko parin kung nasaan kaya siya? Nasa mabuti ba itong kalagayan? Did she find... someone else.. to ..replace me? Thinking of that makes my head boil. That's not gonna happen. Subukan lang ni Angel.
Kahit pitong taon na ang nakalipas sa akin parin siya. Sa akin at sa akin ang bagsak niya. There's no moving on that will happen.
She can't hide for me forever. Ngayon na magaling na si mom, wala na akong ibang pro problemahin pa kung hindi si Angel lang.
I marked her as mine so she'll stay mine. Whoever block my way, surely, I won't think twice of messing up with them.
Love really changes us.
You can tend to do things you never knew you would do. I know it sounds crazy but that's the fact.
I never been this crazy over a girl. I was never been interested in any woman. They're throwing their selves to me but the hell I care with those bitches. I never cared and loved anyone aside from Angel.
She changed my life so much. The very first time I saw her in manang Glo's restaurant, I immediately felt the strange effect of her.
I got obsess with her, I admit. I've done stalking. It's because her effect on me was kind of something very weird.
I asked a lot of things about her with manang Glo. I even told manang how I like Angel. Mabuti nalang at close ko si manang dahil siya ang nag alaga sa akin noong bata pa ako.
The first time I talked to her was when I got the courage to show up to her.
That was when she collapsed. Damn, I've got so fuckin' worried about that. Nabigla ko ata siya sa gulat.
I never planned on making her as my employee, as a secretary huh? Damn! I could even make her my wife!
But I was happy that because of that, I made her mine.
Pero hindi ko inaakalang sa isang iglap ay bigla na lamang siyang naglaho.
Do you know how painful that is?
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June 2, 2021
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