"What do you want Kuroo" I asked as I sigh.
I pulled my arm out from his grip and adjusted to stand more comfortably.
He sighs as he relaxes, finally catching my attention.
"I just want to sort things out between us" he explains.
"And you think in-between lockers is the best place to do so?" I question sarcastically as I roll my eyes.
"Well would you be willing to go someplace else with me ? He retorts.
"Well, no" I bluntly reply to his remark.
"Y/n, let's just stop with this-" I cut him off he seems to have some sort of mis-understanding.
" 'let's', Pfttt don't make it seem like I've done something wrong because I am mad in my own right" I lay it straight.
"You've been ignoring me all day, you won't even try to talk to me" he argues.
"Talk to you? You want me to talk to you. Yeah because I'm just going to casually go and start a conversation with a person that placed a bet on my feelings and made a fool of me" I said angrily with a hint of sarcasm.
"Please could you hear me out, I regret ever making that stupid bet okay" he tries to persuade me.
"No you probably don't, because if you weren't going to get caught I'm pretty sure you wouldn't care in the end, your regret is just to convince yourself that your reputation can still be saved, but don't worry I'm sure it won't really change anything because hey, guys get praised for these type of things anyway" I say as I hold back the stream of tears, I can feel the threatening to fall.
Kuroo looks at me as I say what I need. He doesn't i turbot me and waits until I finish.
"I was going to tell you y/n, I promise I was. I was already having second thoughts and decided that it would be best to tell you. I didn't want you to know but I felt guilty trying to start a real relationship with you if I carried in hiding the truth. So I decided that I would tell you so we could start fresh. It's just the video got to you first, I'm sorry y/n." He says in complete defeat.
I look at him sadly, seeing him like this hurts me. But I can't ignore all the pain he's caused me.
I can see that his eyes are filled with regret and guilt. Is he still trying to save his pride? Or is he really telling the truth? Although I can see that he is sorry, I'm not ready to forgive him for what he's done, it's to early to trust his words.
"Okay, your sorry but that doesn't take away what you've done and all the pain you've caused. Your actions cannot be reversed, neither the feelings that are the outcome, I won't be able to look past this for quite some time, I'm hurt kuroo it's to early for me to try and forgive you or to trust your words are sincere. " I explained trying to control the different emotions flowing through me.
I guess it caught him off guard, but deep dow he knew he had it coming.
He just looked at me and sighed whilst closing his eyes for a brief second, before re opening them.
"Right, forgiveness won't come easy, but we do have a chance of being together again right?" He inquired, desperately.
I paused for a moment, I couldn't answer his question straight away. Could we? As much as i thought about it I couldn't see myself with him again.
Although I really wanted too, I couldn't imagine it at the moment.
"N-no, not at the moment" I stuttered as i answered him, not sure if that's what I really wanted.
I looked at him as I gave my answer, I wanted to see how he would react.
He just put on a small smile, and nodded his head. Accepting my words. I could see hope in his eyes.
"Y/n, wait for me" he declares as he looks me in the eyes. And stares at me seriously.
He then shoots a small smile at me and walks off without hearing my response.
The corridor that's to fill up and with that he disappears from my sight.
I really hope it goes on easy for the rest of this year. Not that there's a lot left anyway. I walked away from the lockers and headed home.
~ Meanwhile Ichika & Bokuto texts ~
Bokuto: Come onnnnn, meet up with me I'm sorry okay.
Ichika: Bokuto I've already told you, leave me alone for a while.
Bokuto: But I can't, I know your still mad at me and I want to fix things so please agree to meet up with me!!
Ichika: No, I'm not in the mood to see you right now, hopefully this teaches you to reflect on what you've done.
Bokuto: Yes I have been reflecting and I'm not the only one who regrets this you know, kuroo also understands that he's wrong.
Ichika: Oh save it, I don't want to hear anything about him feeling guilty or him realising he's in the wrong. Where was his humanity when he was placing this bet? His guilt is only a form of self satisfaction. He doesn't care about y/n.
Bokuto: You can't just say that he has changed and he really does like y/n!
Ichika: Still defending him I see? Well guess things haven't changed very much.
Bokuto: Look I get your mad, but you can't just go around assuming, you don't know how kuroo feels right now, so you can't judge him.
Ichika: Judge him? Oh no, I'm not judging him I've seen what he's down with my eyes. So I know what I'm saying.
Bokuto: Ichika please just give us all a chance, give him a chance to make it up to y/n.
Ichika: oh hell no, keep his dumb ass away from y/n. He's done enough to her he should just fuck off to where ever he came from.
Bokuto: Bro that's not nice.
Ichika: You didn't think about kindness when you placed bets on y/n.
Bokuto: Ichika just please hear me out.
Ichika: I don't want to do this bokuto but if you text me one more time I will block you.
Bokuto is typing....
Bokuto is typing....
Bokuto: Can you stop being so stubborn
*You have been blocked by this user*
~~~~~~~<<Brief A/n moment>>~~~~~
Told yall I'll be back from today😝😝🙌
Also ENGLAND WON AGAINST DENMARK LESSS GOOOOO 🏴🏴🏴
ITS REALLY COMING HOME 🤧🤧HOPEFULLY WE BEAT ITALY ON SUNDAYS MATCH AND TAKE THE DUBB ☺️🥳🥳🥳🥳
(Lmk who yall support and would want to win and just your opinions in genral)
But anywhoo EnjOyyy 🤍🙌~~
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Fanfiction~y/n is a girl who likes to keep to her self and is not very popular. Her school life has been pretty uneventful. Keeping her mind on her study's and her friends she has no time in her life for disturbances. Little does she know that her life will c...
