Little do you know ~ kuroo x reader ~

Chapter 29 ~ Sakura✌︎~

~ Sakura Pov~
I was walking down the corridor after school
Y/n and Ichika had already left.

Ha, I never thought I'd feel this sad. Is it because I'm not talking to Kenma anymore?
No I don't think that's it. Him and his friends did something terrible. So it's good that we're not talking anymore

Why am I thinking like this anyway, I'm not supposed to be sad. If I'm sad then who's going to cheer everyone up?

I shake my head as I open my locker, I need to get a grip.

"It's okay to be upset you know" I hear a familiar voice say from behind me.

I freeze in position, it's not him right?

"You shouldn't put so much pressure on your self, you already try hard enough" I turn around to look at the owner of the voice.

"K-Kenma?" I say in shock, when deep down inside I knew it was him.

"Wassup" he says nonchalantly

"Thanks for the advice but I'd rather carry on doing things the way I do" I give him a small nod as I turn around to close my locker.

"And where's that getting you?" He retorts as I slowly turn to face him again.

"I'm not sure why that concerns you" I reply as I look down at my feet.

I can't look at him directly, because his question is replaying in my mind. Where is this getting me?

I mean things are finally getting better with y/n and we all seem to be having fun. Which is what I wanted to happen. So I guess it's working out slowly, even if I have to stop talking to Kenma in the process.

"We'll y/n seems to be happier and we seem to be having fun again, so I have no reason to feel upset" I say as I look up at him.

"Even without me?" He asks whilst intensely looking at me.

"Since w-when did you become this forward" i stuttered as his stare was piercing through me.

"I'm just asking a simple question, and I want to know how you truly feel about not talking to me" he responded as he stops the intense glare.

I could hear the vibrations of his voice in my ear drums, and I was enjoying hearing his voice again.

But I can't.

That would be wrong.

"I did what I had to do to correct what you and your friends did" I mumbled as I replied to him.

I don't want to say how I truly feel. Like how I miss being friends with him. And how I miss playing with him in the gaming club.

How lonely I felt just starting at him playing by himself, and how I sometimes just feel like walking over and playing multiplayer.

"Sakura, I admire your determination to help your friend. I just wish you knew the full story so we could be friends again, but you would never believe me" he gives a pitiful chuckle.

"Bu-" he doesn't let me finish.

"No it's okay, I understand why you wouldn't. The real reason I came here was to say because the year is over in less than a few weeks, this was the last time game club was going to be held because people need to start getting ready for university and prom." My heart breaks as he announces that.

I can't believe I didn't know that this was the last time the club was going to be held. I knew the year was coming to an end but this was moving too fast. To think that I didn't even get to play Kenma on my last day at the club.

I was suddenly having flash backs to my second year, when I first met Kenma in the game room. Sitting by himself. He was so introverted that he didn't even want to make friends with anyone in the club.

I remember when I first approached him, he was reluctant to even talk to me, yet here we are having a conversation about our friendship. How ironic.

I just gave him a small nod, as he continued to speak.

"I Also came to say goodbye, because I know this is your last year." Hearing those words from him really made me snap out and wake up and really realise this was the last time I was going to see him.

"I mean this will probably be the last time we see each other, seeming you have no intention to talk to me anymore. So I just wanted to say goodbye and thank you for approaching me in the club. I enjoyed being friends with you, I wish it could have turned out better in the end, see you around in the last few weeks. Bye Sakura I really do wish you the best" he said as he gave a little bow to me and walked off with his hands in his pockets.

Guess that was the last time I would properly interact  with him, sure I'd see him round school but, we have no reason to talk anymore. And the clubs over for the rest of the year.

I wanted to grab his arm but I couldn't bring myself to. I was so conflicted. I wanted to stop him and talk things out, I don't want this to be the end . But I can't do that to y/n. I felt a burst of emotions I don't want Kenma to stop talking to me  and for the first time in ages a year slid down my face, as I stood in the corridor alone getting to grips with what just happened. 

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TWo cHaPtErS iN oNe dAYy?!?!?!

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Poor Sakura, she tries her best to keep things together but it's falling apart for her at the same time 😞