Dreaming Of You! [MJ & Selena]

Chapter 14~Confusion?

Chapter 14~Confusion

Selena leans on her bedroom door. She kissed Michael! It was not Michael's fault. It was all her fault. What had come over her like that? She takes in a deep breath.

The kiss was wonderful. Ten times better then when she kissed Chris. And Chris was a fantastic kisser. Her cheeks were still flushed and she could still feel his lips upon hers. Making her lip ache for more.

Now what? She was going to ruin her friendship she built with Michael. And she was going to ruin her love she built with Chris. All for passion. Because she could not control herself around Michael.

She was ruining everything. She always did. Tears come to her. Maybe she should not have come here without Chris. She should have listened to him. She never listened to anyone like she should.

Selena brushes back tears from her eyes with her right hand. She loved Chris. Chris. Why could her heart not remember that fact? She cared deeply for Michael that was all.

Things got out of hand. She would make sure that never happened again. She would try to make sure anyway.

Someone knocks on her door.

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"Suzette?" she softly says as she dries her tears quickly.

"No, it's me. Michael" he tells her. "Can we talk?" he asks her softly.

Her heart races then she opens the door.

"Your sister went to bed. Can we talk? Outside on the deck? It is nice night" he asks her.

"Sure" offers Selena with a nod.

He smiles then she follows him out to the back deck. She loved seeing the range of trees all the way out in the wilderness. She hoped to have a home with lots of land like this one day. And loads of animals to. Like Michael had. But more of farm animals. Not a zoo really. She glances around her. She could see millions of stars above her in the crystal clear sky.

"Selena about the kiss. I am sorry about it. I still want to tour" he begins to ramble on.

He thought the kiss was his fault?

"Michael. That was all me. It was my fault not yours" she states. "we are still going on tour" she promises him.

"Good!" he sighs looking less worried.

"I wanted that kiss as much as you did" she admits.

He looks at her with hope now.

"But I don't know where this is leading. Or where it is going with Chris" she admits. "I am confused right now. I care deeply for you both" she explains.