Him

Chapter 68

"You'd promise me then break it. The song was amazing. Thank you but I'm keeping my guard up. I'm not a tool." I say. He cupped my face and looked in my eyes while making circles on my cheeks. "Your independent and strong. The thought of you has me running but I don't where. All I know is that I have to be with you. Your my girl. I love you." He said. "I love you too but not this way." I say looking down. "I want..no. I need you." He said with those warm eyes that made you forget what it was you were talking about. He drew in closer. "Ross." I stop him. He looked at me. "What is it?" He asked. My mouth suddenly became dry. I lost all my confidence.I can't do it. "I forgive you." I say. He smiled. "But.." I say looking towards the ceiling so he didn't kiss me. His smile faltered as I faced him once again. Our forheads against each other and our lips centimeters away. His grip tightened around my waist. He didn't want to let go. "But what?" He finally spoke. "I'm not ready for another relationship. I love you but you have put me through so much. Can you do me one thing and just focus on me? Just me. Let your heart take the lead. Think about it. Think about me. I think about you 24/7. If you can't do that then I guess we're not meant to be." I say. I need to let him go.

"I love you. I never meant to hurt you." He whispered against my cheek. "Stop being selfish and set me free. Its not fair how you had almost every girl in school and I haven't dated any guys but you and Chris. Who hates me because of you." I say. He nodded and tilted my head a little. "I let you be happy. Can you do that for me? Let me be happy?" I asked. "If your happy and I'm not the cause of it, I want to be the one to make you smile. The one to make you happy. Hold you. Kiss you. Carry you with me. I can't let you go because of the numbers. Do you know how many guys will kill to be in my spot?" He asked. I shook my head. "No." I say. "All of them. But I can't let you go because I'm afraid you won't come back." He whispered now holding me entirely. Awww. "You make me so mad. Sometimes I wonder what I can do to stop you from being more beautiful than you are." He said. I chuckled then blushed. "I love you and there's no way in hell that I'm letting you go. If I do that, then I can't do this". He said pecking my cheek and trailing kisses down my neck.

I love him but things don't always go the way want them to. My mind is not in it but my heart is beating so fast it might just explode. The phrase follow your heart is irrelevant to the situation. For all I know, he could be fucking with a skank bitch as were on the verge of becoming one. A couple. I really need to keep my guard up. "Stop." I say pulling him away from my neck. He smirked. He knew it was my sweet spot. I just stared at him. "I'm not letting you go. Thats final." He whispered against my hair. "Make me happy". I say. He suddenly looked at the necklace. "The importance...Is all that matters." He mumbled. "I'll do it tonight. You and me." He smiled. "Really?" I asked. "Yes. Make sure you wear the set." He winked. Set? Oh. "Alright. Do I need a dress?" I asked. "Yes and no." He said. What? "Just wear what you feel like wearing and are comfortable. Anything you wear, you'll always look beautiful". He whispered. I bit my life to stop the blush creeping up. I wrapped my arms around his neck. He smiled and did I. "Remember the music." He sang. I leaned in. "I love you." I say. He leaned in also. "I love you too." He said. We connected our lips. It was a warm sweet kiss and I loved it. His fit mine perfectly and it wasn't sloppy and our lips in perfect sync as it had become a slow,passionate kiss. The things you do to me.
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