Him

Chapter 85

I pecked his lips. He smiled and looked at the door. "Are you ready to go in there or not?" I asked. He shook his head. "I go in there, I would have to give up my life." He said. I cupped his cheeks. "Your doing this for me. I did everything for you."I say making him look at me. He looked at me as if I was crazy or something. I pressed my lips against his. "Come in there with me."He said. I pulled away and held his hand as we walked towards the room he was assigned to go in. We walked in. There was a woman sitting there. Legs crossed staring into a clip board. Can we change therapist?! "No rehab." He whispered against my cheek. I nodded. I wouldn't put him through that anyway. It just seems so wrong. I know for sure he would kill me if I was to put him in something he didn't agree to. I mean I would be pissed myself if I was put in something I don't like. But seriously back to the therapist. Can we change them or atleast switch her with a man? Atleast I know he won't sleep with him. I'm such a horrible person.

We sat there in akward silence as he stared at the clock. She looked at me and narrowed her eyes at me. I held his hand and payed with his fingers akwardly. "I guess the first day is always the toughest huh?" I asked trying to make conversation. She nodded and looked at me bitterly. "Can we go please?" He asked. "But you didn't even talk to her yet." I say. "And I don't want to. Can we please go? I'm gonna tell my mom that this sucks. She doesn't even talk." He said pointing at her. She was just observing his files and his behavior. He was so nice and calm today. It kinda made me wonder. "Will you need a specific topic to talk about?" I asked him. He shook his head. "I'm tired and laying on this couch isn't helping." He said. He has been quite tired lately. "Go ahead. Talk to me." I say. He shook his head as I played with his hair. He groaned. "Stop it." He said. I chuckled and curl my fingers into his scalp. He loves it when I do that but won't admit it. He closed his eyes and enjoyed himself. I smiled and ran my finger across his lips. "No touching." She finally spoke.

I looked over at her. He got comfortable with his head on my lap. "Tell me. What can I help you with?" She asked him. "Nothing. I don't like talking to people." He said. He put his guards up. I sighed. We weren't gonna get out of here soon. "Very well...." She said writing something on that clip board of hers. Her eyes never left me. Did she not like me or was I bothering her? He sat up. "Laura. I want to leave."He said. "Can we please leave?" He asked like a little four year-old who no longer wanted to be where they were because someone spoiled their mood. "Ross...." I say to him quietly. "My patience is very thin right now."He said. "We'll see you on Thursdaay." I say. "We're not coming back."  He growled. I was gonna talk but he picked me up and started to walk out. "We'll see you Thursday." I say before I was fully out of the room.

"I thought you said you were gonna do it?" I asked. He looked at me as he turned around to me. "Its just something about her." He sighed. What did he mean? So I'm not the only one who thought she was pretty strange? "I can't open up to someone like her. She's a gossip. And did you see how she was dressed? That's not professional. And then she said no touching. If I'm gonna open up, shouldn't I be oh I don't know, be COMFORTABLE doing so!?" He asked. Oh my god. He's completely right. He only felt comfortable on the couch and I failed to realise that. "Look I'm sorry." I say. He laughed.

"Look at me." He placing me on his lap. I looked at him. "I want to.... no I need to do it for you. Don't be sorry about it okay?" He asked. I nodded. He wrapped his arms around my neck playfully. I giggled. "Stop that will you?" I asked rolling my eyes. "Why? I love my Laura and now I'm telling her."He said. I giggled. "Your trying too hard."I say. "We can always do it without words." He winked. I smacked his chest and wrapped my arms around his neck. "Stop it. Don't let Marano hear you talking like that.Otherwise he'll kick your ass". I say. He laughed. "Oh yeah? Where is he?" He asked. "At the office. He might come at any moment." I say. "Ooooh I'm so scared. I'm shivering." He said making fake chills. I giggled at his adorableness. Wait. Wasn't I supposed to scowl him?

"Too late. He knows and is buying sometime for himself". He said. What the!? "Your talking out loud." He smiled. I blushed. He picked me up and laid me on the couch. "Say something pretty lady." He said. I looked around as if something was gonna help or something. "Dance like nobody's watching?" I asked. He smiled. "All the time."He said. Huh? "Take it from the top". I say. "I was born in Littleton, Colorado where I was raised most of my life. From there I was moved to Cali where I clearly got fucked up."He said. Ain't that the truth?! "No place like home." I smiled. "I always visit my aunts and uncles down there. They help me forget about my fucked up life here." He said.

I smiled. "Your not alone. I'm right by your side. I love you. Don't look right past me."I say. "Well my pills are there so I kinda have to." He joked. I rolled my eyes. I kissed his as I wrapped my arms around his neck. He smiled. There was a hint of sadness in this kiss. As if there was something he wanted to tell me something. I went to pull away but he captured my lips and depended the kiss. I heard the door but the kiss was so good, I continued it. And our position was not gonna help anyone in anyway. Just as I let a moan slip, I heard a cough. Please don't be. Please don't be. I felt the hairs on his neck rise as he pulled away. I then seen my fuming dad. I smiled innocently. "Daddy.... I can totally explain all of this."I say placing my hand on his chest to tell him to get off me.But he remained. I don't think my dad could get any madder. Look at his face.
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