What Love Is About ?( Completed✓)

chapter-22 a dark night

I reached home happily . I am just waiting for bondita to come back from school . I want to hug her tightly. today she want a leave from school but I didn't allowed because firstly I want to teach those boys but now my mind got clicked that I should take her  with me only on half day but it's already 12 and her school is going to get over soon . So I decided  Today I will go to pick her  and will also made her eat kulfi on the way  and I will eat her  as soon as we reached at home

. " Arey Anirudh tu aagya subah se tere liye phone aa raha hai kisse dost ka " ( oh Anirudh u have come home . A call is coming for you since morning ) a call from friend but who? ." Thik hai Kaka Mai abhi baat karleta " ( ok kaka I will talk to him now only ) I went to my study and the phone again started ringing . I quickly picked it up . It was a call from my college friends . They have came to India this week only and are arranging a get together party for all of our friends . They invited me too . I really don't want to go anywhere without bondita . And I can't take her as it's just boy's party . I don't want her to feel uncomfortable there . What should I do ??? They are insisting me a lot . After a long conversation . I finnaly agreed to them saying that I will leave early as I have to reached home back at time . I don't want my bondita to sleep all alone . And I also can't sleep without her . I will really miss her .

I went downstairs to tell kaka that I am going to my friend's party tonight.  I told him to tell bondita not to worry about me . I will get home by 9 . I should leave early as party is in Calcutta. I want to come back to my girl soon .

Bondita's pov .
I am so happy today . All the boys who troubled me daily by either giving me love letters or speaking nonsense apologies to me AND said from now onwards I am sister figure to them .

I can't believe it and I know it is done by non other than my patibabu . It was written on the faces of the boys that they got a good lesson . I mean that lesson not that one which I got from my patibabu 🙈.  I am so so happy I just want to reach home as soon as I can . And give patibabu a lot of kisses .

I reached home and ran towards his study . I know he must be there only.
" Patibabu , patibabu kah ho aap" ( patibabu , patibabu where are u ) I called him but he seems no where to be seen. Where he has gone ? Usually he always asked me for kisses  from morning to night and today I  want to give him then see he became invisible .

I went towards hall ." Bahu Anirudh ko dhund rhe ho vo toh  Calcutta gya. Apne kisse dost ki party mai Raat tak aa jayega"( bahu ur looking for Anirudh actually he had gone to Calcutta in his friend's party he will be at home by night )
What!!! He had gone to some party that also without me .  Let him come I will not spare him ." Kakasasurji vo mere bina he chalegye "( kakasasurji he left without me ) I asked him frowning.
"Arey beta ladko ki party hai isliye Anirudh tuje nhi le gya uska toh kudhka bhi Mann nhi tha par unke bulane par jaana pada "( beta it's boy's party that's why Anirudh didn't take you along actually he also don't want to go but they are insisting a lot that's why he went ) ksj explained me . Ok so that's why he didn't take me along . But I am already missing him . When will he come back ..
End of pov .

Oh god! I drinked too much . Usually I don't drink at parties too but today my friend's didn't leave me . They insist me a lot  to stay at night but I was adamant to go home . I am missing my bondita a lot . I want to reach home as fast as I can .
I started driving but my mind is dizzy due to alcohol . I should have taken a driver with me . It's really difficult to drive after drinking  . But I want to reach to my girl as soon as I can .

I was driving through a barren road when a dark figure come infront of me suddenly . I move the car with a jerk resulting in hitting of my car with a tree .
My head hit on staring and everything blacked out .

Manorama's pov
I was crossing the road when a fast car came and was about to hit me but it got hitted by tree . I quickly went to see if the driver got injured . I opened the door and take him out . I was shocked to see Anirudh what he is doing here !!! Suddenly rain started pouring  heavily . I supported him on my shoulder and take him to nearby hut.  My clothes are drenched fully so I changed in a saree which I found in hut .

After sometime he started gaining conscious . I went towards him and support him to sit . He looked at my face and then pushed me away " tum yaha kya Kar rhe ho aur mujhe kyu laye yaha muje mere bondita ke pass Jana hai " ( what are you doing here and why you brought me here I want to go to my bondita ) he started getting up but I hold his hand and make him sit down again

" Anirudh tumhe chot lagi hai aur barrish bhi bohut ho rhe hai bahr thodi der ruk jao Yaha " ( Anirudh Ur injured and it's raining heavily just rest here for some time ) . I insisted him and tried to examine his head injury . I went  close to him . I can feel a different heat radiating between us . I looked in his eyes deeply . " Tumne mere bondita ko chot pauchiye the tum door raho mujse "( you had hurted my bondita . U stay away from me ) he again pushed me back . I still feel guilty for that day but I want him to forgive badly .

" Anirudh please mujhe maaf kardo mai kabhi usse chot pauchna nhi Chate please mujhe maaf kardo " ( Anirudh please forgive me I never wanted to hurt her please forgive me ) I hold my ears . It seems like he was in a deep thinking . I am praying to God that he accepts my apology " thik hai maine tumhe maaf kar diya kyoki mere bondita kehte hai agar koi sache dil se maafi mange toh usse maff kar dena chahiye "( ok fine I forgive you because my bondita said that  if someone asked for forgiveness from thier heart  we should forgive them ) he smiled to himself . I got lost in his smile.  He is so generous . I know he is married but I just want to confess my love to him just one time . Yes I want to.

" Anirudh mai tumse kuch kehna chate hu mai jante hu tum shaddi shuda ho par Bondita tumhare liye sirf ek jimmedari hai aur mai tumse ...tumse pyar karne lage hu mujhe pata nhi yeh kab hua bas ho gya. (Anirudh I want to tell you something I know you are married but bondita is just a responsibility for you and I started loving you yes I started loving you I don't know when it happened but it just happened ) I confessed to him by holding his hands . He seemed shocked by my confession and then he yanked my hand away.

" yeh kya bol rhe ho pagal ho gyi ho kya mai sirf apne bondita se pyarr karta hu sirf usse  aur zindagi par sirf usse he karunga .  "( what nonsense are you speaking are you gone mad I love my bondita only her and I will be loving her only for life time .)
My heart break in zillion pieces .I did love for the first time in my whole life and that also resulted in heartbreak . My tears started flowing uncontrollably .  How could I be so blind that I was not able to see the love in his eyes for bondita . His concern for her is all love . I am so stupid to think that he will love me . I feel guilty that I tried to come between them . But no more tomorrow only I will go away from there life for life time . 

I wiped my tears and looked back at him . I think he slept . Even in his unconscious state he keep murmuring her name . I smiled sadly at him . I will prayed to God that they will stay happily together for lifetime . Then I noticed his clothes are wet and he is shivering in cold . I opened his shirt and hang it for drying . I covered him with one shawl so that he doesn't feel cold . I sit near him  and kept looking at  his  face . I think it's the last time I am seeing him  . I move towards his face and kissed his cheek . I know he don't love me but he will remain my only love for life time .
Again tears rolled from my eyes but I quickly wiped them .

It's about to be morning . Rain has also stopped I think it's  time to left . I found a note book in the shelf of the hut.  I wrote the letter apologizing him for yesterday and told him that I will never come back . I kept the letter near him and left the  hut without looking back .....

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