What Love Is About ?( Completed✓)

chapter -30 love you from far 💓

Bondita's pov
Today my mood is very sulky because of what happened yesterday . We didn't talk yet because patibabu was asleep when I left for school . As I reached my room I opened the cupboard to change into a saree. But I was in utter shock when I saw that patibabu 's shelf was empty . Where is all his clothes gone . I immediately went down to ask bhari babu about it . He told me that he shifted in other room . But why ? Why are you doing like this patibabu ? Why are you distancing your self from me? What I have done???

I badly want my answers I run inside the study . He was tensely sitting on the chair with his eyes closed . I went near him and knelt infront of him. I
held his hand and his eyes opened slowly . I can see tears in them . I cupped his face gently ." Kyu kar rhe aap aisa "( why are you doing like this ) this is the only question I want to ask him . Why ? " Bondita tumhe mujpe barso hai "
( Bondita do you have trust in me ) he asked me while tears started rolling from his eyes . I gently rubbed his tears offf . This is not a question . It is a universal truth because I trust him more than my god . " Bhagwan se bhi zyada barso aap par hai "( I believe you more than god )
I told him with utter confidence . " Toh fhir bas yeh jan lo ki mai yeh sab sirf tumhare ujwal bavishya ke liye kar raha hu abhi hamara dur rehna jaruri hai please mere baat samjo " ( then you should know that all this I am doing is for your bright future only we have to keep distance for now please try to understand ) he said while cupping my face in his hands . My eyes get close as I feel warmth of his skin on my cheeks . I can even die for me . He did not have to request me for anything . I will do what he want ." Aap jaisa bolenge mai vaisa he karunge " ( I will do as you said) I told him smiling with teary eyes.

. I don't want to go away from him . But I will do it if he wants it . Saying this I started getting up . When he suddenly hugged me tightly and started crying hardly . Oh god ! He was holding this in himself . I caressed his hairs while he broke down by hugging my waist . My tears also started falling . " Tum mujse Durr ..toh nhi .. ho jaoge ....na " ( you will not ....be.. far from me ?? Right ? ) He asked me while sobbing like a child . He also had insecurities like me . We are going through Same situation .  I pulled his face from my waist and made him look into my eyes . " Aisa kabhi nhi hoga Mai sirf aapki hu aur hamesha aapki he rahunge "( it will never happen I am only yours and will remain yours only for life time ) I kissed his forehead for assurance .

I again tried to leave when he hold my hand. I looked back at him with questionable eyes . " Kya...mai tumhare ...god mai ...soh sakta hu thode der...." ( Can I sleep....in your ...lap for ..a little time . ) He asked me timidly looking down like a cute child . I laughed silently at his behaviour. And take him on sofa . I made his head lie on my lap and gently caressed his hairs . When he finnaly doze off . I gently put his head on cushion and left to my room .

I know it will be going to hard for both of us to remain away from each other but I will do it for my patibabu .. I know he could never can do anything wrong with me . I know His all decisions are only for my benefits . It's okay if will remain away from each other but I can love you ... from far..

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It's been two weeks since our conversation in study . I am happy that she understands me . But my heart yearns to be close to her no .but . I don't want to cross my lines again . ..Never . I miss to sleep with her . I miss her warm embrace . I miss her lips against mine but this all distances are just for her future only for her future . I can't compromise with it . It is my first first priority to make her a independent woman and then we can start our family life .

Nowadays I always kept dreaming about our future life . Me , bondita and our children . I really would love to have a little bondita . I want to play with her all day . We will be a happy family .
I blushed occasionally by thinking about it and I have been caught in my day dreaming session by kaka and batuk several times .

Today is Sunday . Some guests are there . it's Kaka's friend chaterjee babu and his wife and daughter . I went downstairs and greeted them . I sat on opposite sofa and Started doing my favourite job looking for bondita  but where she is . I think she must in kitchen .

I feel a intense gaze on me . I looked and saw that chateerjee Babu's daughter is gazing at me regularly . Why the heck ? She is looking at me like this . I tried to leave the place but kaka stopped me and asked me to show our hous to her . Why the hell !Kaka is asking me . I don't want to go with her anywhere . I tried to protest but you know it's of no use with kaka . I take her with me unwillingly . Her gaze is really making me uncomfortable .

Mala's pov
Oh god ! He is the most handsome man I ever saw  . I fall in love with him at the first sight . I badly want him . I know he is married but I got to learn that they live in different rooms and did not share a husband-wife relation . Oh poor handsome boy didn't get the pleasure of marital life but I will give him all the pleasures .

As we walked upstairs . I tried to come close to him while walking but he always get away more far . What's his problem ?
How could he resist my charm I am the most beautiful girl in the whole bengal . Many big alliances come for me but I just want him . He will became mine only .
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This girl is really getting on my nerves . I want to run away from her as fast as possible . After showing her around . I hurriedly went downstairs . I can't tolerate her for more than a second . Her presence is really uncomfortable .

" Vaise Anirudh babu ki shadi ko kitne saal hogye aur bacche kah hai inke " ( why the way it's been how many years since Anirudh's marriage where is his children ) chateerjee Babu asked kaka. Kaka didn't reply . " hamre shadi ko 7 saal ho gaye abhi bondita padhiye karte hai " ( it's been seven years since our marriage bondita is studying now ) I told them smiling .

" Arey saath Saal hogye aur ab Tak ek bhi baccha nhi maine suna hai aap dono alag alag kamre mein rehte hain " ( arey it's been seven years and still not a single child . I heard that you both lived in different rooms .) He asked me . My blood started boiling ... why the heck he is asking about my martial life . Who gave him right to poke his nose in my personal life . I was about to loose my control when kaka hold my hand .

" Vaise hum samjte hai Anirudh babu aapko aapki marzi ki patni nhi mile par akhir aap ho toh mard he naa aapki bhi jarurate hai ek kaam kijeye trilochan ji inkaa vivah mere beti mala se karva dijeye khub sundor aur Sushil hai kush rakhegi inhe hamesha "( we understood Anirudh babu u didn't get a wife of your choice but after all ur also a man u also have some needs . Trilochon ji u made him married to my daughter mala . She is beautiful and has nice character too she will keep him happy always " I was about to shout on them on saying this nonsense when we heard a plate shattering . I looked back......

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