What Love Is About ?( Completed✓)

chapter -29 regrets

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I already broke the lines ....... I forgot that bondita is not a adult yet . I forgot that she is just a sixteen year old girl . I forgot that I should maintain some distance till she reached at right age . I forgot everything. ......I hold my hairs in frustration and anger on myself . How could you Anirudh ..  Oh god!  Why I crossed the lines  now she is demanding me to take the next step of relationship . No no. I can't do it . I can't spoil her life . I can't .

I  myself protect her from society's clutches.  I can't let her bound in a wifely duties . It's not right age for her . No. No. What if anything will happen to her because of that . I will die . I can't imagine myself without her .

I am the one who wanted her to became special one and I am the same one who is
Making her a normal house wife . No no anirudh. You can't come between your bondita's dream . From now onwards I will make her understand  why  this is wrong for her and make a line between us till she reached at right age .

Bondita's pov
I don't understand why patibabu is behaving like this . Don't he loves me
Tears started rolling from my eyes . I just want one thing in my life to be always happy with my patibabu . Nothing is more important for me than him . I want our relationship to become  completed so no body could ever break it . Soma and her  other friends told me that  if we are not one then our husband don't love us . And will find a different woman . I can't imagine those things  . My patibabu is just mine . I just want to give him every happiness ...
End of pov

I walked in our room . I want to make her understand . I want to apologise to her for shouting  on her . As I entered I saw that she already slept on bed in a uncomfortable position . I picked her up in my arms and laid her on bed carefully . I caressed her hairs and then I noticed that there are tear strains on her face . My heart wrench by thinking that I made her cry .I am sorry bondita . I am sorry for everything ...

I get up from the bed and went to change my clothes . Firstly I went near her and covered her with duvet . Then I picked my pillow and blanket and laid on couch . I don't want to go near her until I make things clear between us.  I didn't get any sleep for the whole night .
Because I can't sleep without her But now I have to make it a habit .....

I woke up in the morning . Bondita is nowhere to be seen . I checked the time . It's already 9 in the morning . I think she already left for her school . Oh shit ! I am not able to apologise to her . Today I will went to pick her up in school and will also make her eat her favourite kulfi . I will apologise to her after returning back .

After taking bath I went downstairs to have breakfast . " Anirudh beta vaise khushkabhri kab de rhe ho "( Anirudh son when you are going to give us good news ) kaka asked me smiling .  What good news he is talking about .

" Kaka konsi khushkabhri "( kaka which good news) I asked him confused . " Arey beta bahu ki maa banne ki vaise bhi ab tum ek kamre mein he rehte ho  hum bahut kush hai bas jald se jald muje 4-5 pothe mil jaye ( ohho Anirudh it's about bondita becoming a mother . By the way you both lived in same room now . I am so happy just gave me 4to5 grandsons  quickly ) I started coughing badly .. what he is talking about ! How could he expects 4 to 5 kids from bondita at this tender age ..

" Kaka aap pagal ho gye hai  yeh kya bol rhe hai abhi hamare bich mai aisa kuch bhi nahi hua hai aur aap bondita se itni si Umar Mai bacche ki asha kaise rakh sakte hai "( kaka are you gone mad what are you talking about . Nothing happened between me and bondita and how could you except children from her at this tender age ) I hold my fists tightly trying to control my anger .

" Toh matlab tum bahu se pyaar nhi karte "( means you don't love her ) how could he say that I love  her more than anything she is my life ." Mai usse pyarr karta hu isliye he inn sab ke liye mana kr raha hu .mai uske zindagi barbad nhi kar sakta itni choti se Umar Mai ussse maa bankar "( I love her that's why I am denying for this things . I can't spoil her life by making her a mother at this tender age ) I said sternly .

" Haan , haan  tum kuch mat karna aur sawal kispe uthege mere bahu par.. sab  toh usse he tanne denge na ki pati ke sath ek kamre mein rehkar bhi maa nhi ban payi "( yes , yes you don't do anything and on whom will questions raised on  my bahu only . Everyone will taunt her that she is not able to became a mother even  after living in the same room with husband )  he told me angrily .
He is extremely correct . My bondita will get taunts of not able to become a mother . Ok so now I have to do it by keeping stone on my heart .

" Thik hai Kaka ab se hum alag room mai he rehenge Bihari mera saman niche vale kamre mai le aao " ( ok kaka from now onwards we will live in different rooms Bihari kept my belongings in downstairs room ) I shouted and leave the hall quickly . How I am going to live without her but it's important for her future . I can't spoil her future and made her bounds in these society's clutches ..  I can't ...

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