3: The pleasant pain.

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" Some times our thoughts are so backed by so much insecurity, that they create lies we believe."

DIANA'S POV.

I was scared of love.

I wasn't ready to bear the pain which love brings.

yes, I was a coward.

I didn't had any courage to love.

because I know , maximum people don't get the person they love.

I was not confident of my looks.

Even though I was considered pretty but I never believed when someone called me pretty.

It was not like I didn't wanted to believe them.

But, I had lost the trust.

I had seen many type of people.

I had observed each one of them .

What can I do it was my habit.

My observing nature showed me various side of people.

The person who just few minutes ago talking  bad about another person, they praised the person on the face. 

It was.....

........terrifying for me atleast.

Whenever I was praised, the first thought which came in mind had been ' They will definitely talk bad behind my back.'

There is no place for love without trust.

and I was not ready to trust anyone.

But you know human mind.

You can't stop it from making fantasies.

So, to come up with a solution of the problem of my wandering mind.

I crushed on a person who don't exist.

Because I was scared to trust Human, I trusted and loved a Imaginary character.

I fell in love with him.

I felt him.

I used to fantasize about him.

I desired him.

I  laughed in his happiness with tears in my eyes

Whenever the bitter truth stirred through my mind.

' He doesn't even exist.'

It was too late to realize what I had done.

being  controlled by the feelings, I fell in love.

But, one thing I noticed was....

' the pleasant pain was more vivid then the happiness'

The pain of love I felt.

The time when I broke  when he was in miserable state in the novel.

I cried.

I died.

.......

Oye

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