Trapped in a Candy

Chapter 44: Do You Wanna Do It?

"Did you know that Charm likes you?"

He tightened his grip on the motorcycle handle when he heard my question. Hindi siya nagulat sa tanong ko, pero hindi rin siya nakasagot agad. Kahit hindi ko nakikita 'yong mukha niya dahil naka-angkas ako sa likuran ng motor, nararamdaman kong malungkot siya dahil sa tono ng boses niya.

"I had no idea... Pero no'ng bigla niya akong hinalikan, doon ko lang naintindihan lahat—kung bakit niya pinalitan yung sulat ko sa'yo, at kung bakit niya ako pinapa-resign sa school niyo."

"Huh? What do you mean, pinapa-resign?" Nagulat ako sa sinabi ni Jump. Ang alam ko lang ay kusa siyang umalis, pero hindi ko alam na may kinalaman pala si Charm doon.

"When I was working as a janitor at your high school, she was the one who suggested that I resign."

Hindi pa rin masyadong nagsi-sink in sa akin, pero nakikinig lang ako sa mga sinasabi ni Jump.

"She told me... that I should leave you. Because all I do is hurt you, and you needed to move on from me."

Napayuko lang ako.

"She's right though," Jump admitted in a low voice.

I don't know why, pero para bang it's working on our favor na hindi kami nakaharap sa isa't isa at hindi namin nakikita ang expression sa mga mukha namin.

"All I do is hurt you, Softy."

"Jump..."

Naramdaman kong tila naipit 'yong puso ko saglit. I felt a sudden lump in my throat and I wasn't able to say anything back. Because somehow, there's a strand of truth in what he said.

I did not speak a single word, but I hugged him from behind and rested my head on his back.

There's a strand of truth in what he said. But it's just a strand compared to everything that Jump does to me.

Oo, he hurts me. But he also does a lot of other things for me. He protects me, cares for me, makes me happy, assures me that everything will be alright, and most of all... he makes me love him more, no matter what he does.

I hugged him tighter. Walang salitang lumalabas sa bibig ko, pero I made sure my actions could tell him what I really feel deep inside.

"We're here."

We finally arrived home. Bumaba na ako sa motor at naglakad papunta sa pintuan. Lumingon muna ako kay Jump bago ko buksan ang pinto.

Nakatayo pa rin siya sa may gate at nakasandal sa motor niya. Hindi pa rin siya umaalis kahit nahatid na niya ako.

Walang nagsasalita sa aming dalawa, pero tila maraming gustong sabihin ang mga puso namin. We've been separated for a very long time, and this is the first time that we are finally alone together, just us two.

There were lots of confusion and miscommunication since the last time we were with each other. Our minds were full of unanswered questions, and our hearts were bursting with feelings that were left hanging.

At simula noong nagkita ulit kami, sobrang daming nangyari—inayos namin ang Devon, sinugod si Charm, at nagkaroon ng mabigat na mission sa WSC. Hindi kami nagkaroon ng panahon para man lang makapag-adjust muna sa isa't isa. We didn't have time to properly react, to let our emotions catch up.

Kaya naman... right there and then, we just snapped. Jump ran towards me and kissed me, pushing me against the door.

He kissed me roughly, and I kissed him back with the same passion and wanting. I was grabbing his hair, pulling him closer to me. I wanted to consume him so bad—all of him, right now.

All our emotions that piled up are now suddenly gushing out—and there's no stopping. Tila kami mga nakawala sa kulungan, at ngayon lang nagkaroon ng chance sa isa't isa. That's why our bodies and lips are trying to keep up with our feelings.

"I think Charm is right, but I don't agree with everything she said," he whispered softly in between our kisses.

"Mmmph?" I asked him with a moan.

"I don't think you need to move on from me."

His tongue didn't hesitate to enter my mouth, and I'm letting him do whatever he wants—because I want him to.

My hands reached for the door knob and opened it, he was pushing me so hard kaya naman pagkabukas ng pinto, we stumbled on the floor inside my house.

Jump was quick to close the door and lock it. "Your mom isn't coming home tonight, right?"

Holymotherofcries! What the fuck does he mean and why am I going crazy?

"Y-Yes, sabi niya doon raw muna siya sa WSC ngayong gabi."

"Alright," he uttered.

Alright? Anong 'alright?' Alin ang alright? I gulped hard.

"Wah, Jump!" Bigla niya akong kinarga. Shette na malagquette, saan niya ako dadalhin? Kinakabahan ako, pero na-eexcite ako. Huhu Mommy will you still be proud of me?

Oh-em-gee! Dinala niya ako sa kwarto ko!

"W-What are you doing?" Both my head and my heart are going wild.

"Continuing?" he answered.

Hiniga niya ako sa kama. Holy shit.

Napatingin si Jump kay Gabriel. Napangiti siya saglit at tinalikod 'yong stuffed toy.

"H-Hoooy! Bakit mo tinalikod si Gabriel!" nagpa-panic kong tanong.

"Ilang taon na ba si Gabriel?" Tumaas ang isang kilay ni Jump.

"I-I don't know? May edad ba ang mga manika?" I'm not making any sense anymore.

"'Yon na nga, we don't know. Kaya I'm just making sure na he won't witness anything inappropriate for his age."

"A-Alright..." I gulped.

'Alright?' 'Yan na namang alright na 'yan! Anong alright ka riyan, Fammie!

"Fammie..." He was staring at me, and his eyes want me—right now.

"Jump?"

He then told me something that made me lose my mind completely.

"Do you wanna do it?"