Life still goes on (Lexa/you)

chapter twenty four

..."don't worry let me help you forget about her"...

i just got home from hanging out with luna and everyone but honestly i'm tired.. course my dad tried to ask me how everything went but my mind kept going to her no matter what i do i can't get her off my mind

my dad walks in and stood at my door waiting for me to talk

"it was fine" i said still not sparing him a glance

"you saw her didn't you?" i heard him say above a whisper and i just nodded not wanting to talk about the shit that lexa causes

"why me? i've been in love with her since i never knew her name as soon as i got to know her i didn't think she'd be a selfish asshole" i huffed hugging my knees trying not to cry and i felt my dad hug me and let me lay my head against his shoulder

stuff like this start to make me feel better instead of having to talk about her

i slowly fell asleep and felt my dad lay me against my pillow and threw the blanket over me and whispered "goodnight" now i'm left with my thoughts

•••skip to next month•••

so it's thanksgiving which i'm excited for, i invited clarke raven and luna which they were already here setting things up with me and getting the food ready trust me if my dad was doing this everything would be up in flames and the house were in right now would be nonexistent

"hey" i heard someone say next to me while i was checking on the turkey and i closed the oven and looked to where the voice was coming from

"why hello you" i said smiling at luna and she gave me a hug

we've gotten close if i wasn't so stuck up on lexa i would be with her like honestly have you seen her? ever since that party she hasn't hooked up with any other girls and spends most of her time with me, i'm starting to think she likes me but i don't want to hurt her having the fact i'm not over lexa

"so i was wondering when the turkey would be done since it's the last thing?" she smiled as she said that

"poor luna are you starving? let me ask the turkey to hurry the process" i said glancing at the oven

"but i reckon it should be done soon about five more minutes left?" i turned towards her

"your dad mentioned he invited people over but he didn't say who" she mentioned

"now that you say that i really hope it's the girl he's been seeing or could be lexa's parents meaning she could be here" i scoffed

"why would her parents be here?" she questioned and stared at me

"well since lexa and i became official our parents had a bond something you couldn't break like our breakup didn't split them up i mean i don't blame him" i said and our interaction got cut off when raven and clarke finally decided to joy us in the kitchen

"did your dad say who he invited yet?" clarke asked me as my dad walked in

"no which is why i'm coming to tell you since they said she'd be here" he said looking at everyone but me

"i invited mr and mrs woods for thanksgiving" he finally let out and locked eyes it went quiet and everyone looked at me which made me extremely uncomfortable

"that's lexas parents right?" raven said as i stayed quiet and my dad nodded his head yes

"y/n? is that okay with you?" he said breaking my eye contact with the floor and i put a fake smile on