Life still goes on (Lexa/you)

chapter ninteen

last chapter

"No wonder she hasn't tried to talk to me in a few weeks...."

after we locked eyes for what seemed like forever she looked between costia and i which also made costia look towards me but i turned to focus on camila who was also looking at the pair

camila turned back to me looking into my eyes

"who are they? your friends?" she said "no i'm sorta dating the one with green eyes and the one with her is her ex that she's cheated on me with before" i said looking outside "sorta?" she asked questioning which made me look back at her, " we haven't talked in weeks but here she shows up where i work with an ex" i said looking towards them, i can't help my thoughts "what if she's cheating again" "they're probably on a date and wasn't supposed to find out" "are we even dating we haven't spoken in what seemed like years"

"hey" i heard camila say which caused me to snap back into reality "what are you doing after your shift? or when does your shift end?" she added i reached into my pocket to grab my phone to read the time which was 4:30 pm, "oops my shift just ended" i said smiling and looking towards her "would you maybe wanna ditch this place to get away from you know who?" she gestured towards lexa. "oh fuck yes" i said while slowly gathering my things and getting up,

i walked towards the front where jasper was and his was wiggling his eyebrows at me looking between camila and i, " so me and camila here are gonna leave could you maybe tell jaha im heading out?" i said while stealing glances with lexa, "sure thing my boo thang" jasper said making me look away from lexa i laughing lightly, i felt a hand slip into mine which made my eyes shoot towards my hand in someone's hand which belonged to the one and only camila "let's get outta here" she said smiling which i didn't say no cause why the fuck not

i felt my phone vibrate which i slipped my hand into my pocket to grab it

Lexa🤒: "wow"

i turned my phone off and held it in my hand before putting back into my pocket but felt it vibrate again

Lexa🤒: "ouch really going to leave me on seen?"

Y/n: "shouldn't i be the one saying ouch your with costia you ever think how i feel about that?"

Lexa🤒: "whatever that thought you have in your mind is not what it looks like"

Y/n: "why the big assumption about what i thought? or is it because i know what it is"

Lexa🤒: "you ever think about what i feel about that girl you left with holding your hand"

Y/n: "just like how you didn't think of how i felt when you cheated on me with costia?"

Lexa🤒: "y/n.."

Y/n: "that's what i thought"

Lexa: "i love you y/n"           read.

"woah" shit i forgot about camila "damnn girl your hands are on fire and you can see the steam coming out of your ears let me guess the sorta girlfriend is texting you?" she said with a soft smile. "yeah she's trying to be all mad that i left with you but she's there with her ex and she said "it's not what you think it is" type of shit" i said putting my phone back into my pocket  "wanna sit on the bench over there?" she asked and pointed towards a cute bench i nodded and went to go sit

we sat in silence and let me tell you the atmosphere was astronomical the silence was super comfortable "y/n i- i mean heh um is there a possibility i could maybe get to know you more? even though i know you have a sorta girlfriend which i fully respect" she said blushing, now thoughts flood my mind "does she like me" "what do i do"

"i'm sorry i shouldn't have said anything like that" she said looking away with a sad look, "no i mean it's okay yes we could get to know each other more i'd love that" i said as she looked back to me with a surprised look

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HI i know i've been very inactive with this story it's sorta hard to think of things like wether i should end it or keep it going but i hope everyone is doing great! and i hope people still read this
but i do apologize for not posting