Life still goes on (Lexa/you)

Chapter eight

Y/n's POV

"Y/n! Get up I'm here to visit you" I groan hearing someone yelling and of course I already know it's clarke

"Jesus clarke what time is it and why are you jumping on my bed and yelling?" I said slowing getting up

"Umm it's 12 in the afternoon y/n" Clarke said in a "are you serious" tone
I went to brush my hair and teeth as she was laying on my bed I grabbed my guitar and laid next to her.

A few minutes into playing my guitar she was all smiley looking at her phone I stopped strumming my guitar and looked at her

"Who are you texting?" I asked her trying to see who she was texting

"No one" she said shutting her phone off I put my guitar down

"Clarke who are you texting?" I said raising my eyebrow looking at her

"Raven" she whispered I laughed

"Hm? I can't hear you when you're whispering" I said  waiting for her to answer

"Raven! I made out with raven" she said cringing a little and turned away from me

"No! She's  really really cute and she totally likes you oh and by the way can I tell my dad that I'm going to yours tonight? So I can go hang out with lexa later?" I said with hope in my eyes

"You're asking me to help you lie to your father so you can hang out with a girl? I've never been so proud of you" she said as she hit my knee "but if this is going to work I should leave right now" she said getting up and leaving my room.

*later that night still y/n's pov*

After I finished getting ready I rushed downstairs to go see my dad

"Uh dad, I'm gonna go to Clarke's tonight is that okay?" I said hoping he'll believe me

"Yeah, yeah, no problem. Hey how was that party?" He asked me looking up from whatever he was doing

"Uh the party was nice" I said really awkwardly

"Did you meet any fun people?" He said looking at me with his eyebrows raised

"No. Not really everybody was kind of like.. ugh. You know no body was really there it was just hm. I'm gonna get going love you " I said turning away from him
"Love you more" he said
I can't lie to him I have to tell him what I'm really doing I turned back to him

"I'm lying" I said in a low voice

"Well you were rambling so I kind of figured" he said As I walked towards him to sit by him on the couch

"I'm going to go meet a girl named lexa woods who's really sweet and nice and I really really like her. A lot..." I paused and waited for him to say something which he didn't

"Are you mad?" I asked

"Well I'm not happy that you lied to me... you know you can always tell me anything" he said turning to me

"I know I'm sorry" I apologized

"Do you trust this girl?" He asked and I replied with a simple yes

"Will I hate her?" He said

"No, no. You won't I promise" I said

"Does she know—" I cut him off "I haven't told her yet—" "no y/n I am not comfortable with her not knowing" he said now cutting me off

"I know I'm going to. I just need a little bit longer of-" I paused "what"my dad said

"Being someone more than just a disease" I said looking down. "Y/n" my dad said