Tessa's POV:
"Wait for me in the car, I'll be right back" he hands me the car keys and before I could ask more, he leaves.
After the news we just got, I don't even know how to react or say. We haven't said anything to each other yet, except what he just said.
I unlock his Mercedes and get into the passenger seat. I was a little upset when he got this car last year. His old car is still with us, she's the love of his life. I was upset because I thought this car was not very Hardin plus it has only two seats so I thought he was indirectly telling me it's going to be just us for the rest of the lives. But I was wrong, this car suits his personality perfectly. And oh the chills I get when I watch him drive this sexy car.
I am brought back from my car thoughts when he enters and slams the door a little louder. With him accompanies smell of cigarette, and my mind immediately takes me places.
"Did you smoke?" I ask and he snaps his head at me while locking his seatbelt.
"No" he says quickly and starts the car.
"Hardin-"
"I didn't Tessa!" he raises his voice and I flinch back. "Jesus" he sighs and shakes his head, without any other word.
I keep quiet and just look outside, trying so hard not to think about it but how in the world am I supposed to process this.
All the way back to home he doesn't say a word, neither do I. This silence is killing me but again, I have no idea what to say.
"What do you wanna have for dinner tonight?" I ask as we step in the elevator and he presses his lips together.
"I don't know" he brings his hand on his forehead and rubs it, taking a long breath.
I say nothing and go stand in front of him. He looks at me with no expression after I try to get something out of him. I give up and turn around as we reach our floor.
"You don't have office today?" I speak again, hoping to get him to talk.
"You want me to go?" he stops in middle of removing his coat and I shake my head.
"You can go if you want. You don't have to stay for me. I'm fine-"
"Of course you are" his whisper was almost unbearable as we wears his coat again and leaves the apartment.
I don't know how this is triggering him but I am in no mood to handle his tantrums right now. And if I'm being honest with myself, I needed some time alone, to process this bomb dropped on me. Our lives are going to change forever.
All I can think about is how I'm fucked.
Hardin's POV:
I think my hair is going to come out, I've tugged at it so many times. I don't know what the fuck I'm supposed to do right now.
I told her I was going to office but how can I? I want to be there with her. But I understand that she might wanna be alone after what news we've just gotten. I mean our lives will never be the same again.
I haven't felt what I'm feeling right now, ever. How am I supposed to take care of her if I cant even handle the news?
My phone keeps buzzing and I haven't picked it up thinking it's Tessa but I finally decide to check it as I pull up at the nearest coffee shop. To my surprise, it's Kimberly.
"Hello?" I speak unwillingly.
"What the fuck Hardin!?" she snaps and I check the name on the screen to confirm if it's the always-jolly woman or have I got someone wrong.
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Without Her
同人小说"someone to hold his finger when I leave his hand" Hardin and Tessa learn the truth about Tessa's health, when they thought things couldn't get worse in their ruined marriage. That news brings them closer than before but also drifts them further ap...