𝑨𝒇𝒕𝒆𝒓𝒎𝒂𝒕𝒉 ❣︎ Minsung

;; 14

I TRIED TO MAKE THIS FUNNY WITH WEIRD NARRATIONS BUT I THINK I DID BAD

ik this is "early"

"So tell me-" The younger hummed in confusion at Minhos first words all morning, "- we have sex one time and then go completely without it for three years before having it a second time and suddenly I'm only with you for a good fuck?"

Jisung froze; that's not what he was expecting.

Then again, when has Minho ever been predictable?

"That's- that's not what I meant..." He mumbled, looking at the elder, "are you.. Mad?"

Minho hummed, "I'm not."

"Then what are you?"

"I'm hurt," he admitted, and Jisung looked back to what he was doing. "But my feelings dont matter, no. It's almost as if I loved this one guy before he even knew about my existence yet now he thinks I've been faking it all just so i could get his dick up my ass. Weird, huh? Ring any bells?"

The younger sighed and finished making two pieces of toast, putting them on a plate and handing it to Minho.

He gently pushed it away, "I'm not hungry."

"Please just eat and let me explain."

The elder gave a skeptical look before frowning and picking up the toast to eat it, staring back at Jisung.

"So.. I don't really think you only want me for sex. I promise, i really dont," he sighed. "I was just.. I know this is going to sound like an excuse - a bad one, even - but i was thinking and then overthinking.."

He trailed off towards the end, scratching at the back of his neck with a nervous grin. An anxious habit, Minho has noticed.

"Well, eventually my brain told me all that nonsense and I went to text Chan about it because I knew he'd tell me otherwise and, yanno, help me stop thinking too much.. I guess i ended up not reading the full contact name though and i clicked on the one that says 'future husband' instead of 'future hush man.'"

Minho tilted his head, "its an inside joke. Its been his contact name since way before i met you."

"Okay.." He snorted, "but mine.. f-future husband?"

Minho felt his cheeks heat up a little and mentally slapped himself; he still wanted to be upset with the other. Jisung only got his phone out and showed him that it did in fact have 'future husband' as his contact name.

Minho suddenly wanted to cry.

So he (again) pushed the plate away gently and got up to rush to the bathroom to do just that.

Jisung, being the concerned boyfriend he is, followed and knocked on the closed door.

"Minnie?" The elder didn't respond, but Jisung heard soft sniffles, so he slowly opened the door and frowned upon seeing Minho curled into a ball on the floor.

He went next to the sad boy and hugged him tight from the side, careful not to crush him, "baby? I'm sorry, I really am."

Minho only nodded and cried into the boys shoulder; why is Jisung so stupid?

(lovingly)

"Come on baby, why don't you take a nap to calm down? Or- or we can watch movies? Play dress up? A date? Anything you'd like."

Minho pulled back and wiped his face quickly; he's never wanted to cry in front of Jisung.

Obviously though, Jisung has seen him cry many, many times. Many.

The elder looked at the boy with red eyes and a pout, before allowing himself to be picked up and carried bridal style to their shared bed. He hid himself under the covers, stealing his cat plushie Casper from his old place on Jisungs side, where he was previously tucked under the blanket.

Whether Casper was unhappy with the sudden whiplash or unbothered remains a mystery.

Jisung cleared his throat, "also- I want you to know that you are none of those things you called yourself yesterday." Minho hummed, seeming to have forgotten, "you're not an attention whore. Even when you call yourself that other times, it's not actually literal, i know its not - and you're most definitely not a fuck up." He sighed, "I'm very sorry I made you think all that."

Minho hummed again - though this time it was acknowledgement - and Jisung went to leave the room, but stopped when he heard the boys next words.

"I just wanted to be good enough for once," he mumbled, "but of course, I just ended up making it worse." Jisung could basically hear the pout in his voice, "it's okay. Stop apologizing."

He whispered the last few and Jisung could see the blankets shift as he hugged the plushie tighter.

Casper could not breathe but Minho did not care for his plushies life, i guess.

"I love you."

Minho paused for a moment before he moved to look at Jisung, searching for sincerity. When he saw the boy meant his words, he sighed and put Casper on his face.

Casper will now live, no worries.

((Definitely still be concerned for his wellbeing though.))

"I love you too."

Jisung smiled at him - though obviously Minho couldnt tell, with his vision obscured by a flat white cat - and left the room, quietly shutting the door behind him. He went to the couch and sat down, flipping through channels on the TV only to find nothing interesting.

After a few minutes, he sighed and was about to get on his phone when he heard shuffling behind him. He looked back and saw Minho standing in the hallway, silently staring back at him with Casper flopped over one arm.

Casper's back is broken.

"Minho.."

The elder felt tears well in his eyes as he pouted and sat on the couch too.

"Cant sleep."

The younger pouted at the tears and pulled him closer to wipe them away with his sleeve. Luckily Jisung knew him well enough to know what was going on.

"How about we cuddle together and you try to sleep, hm? We wouldn't want prince Minnie to be tired all day now would we?"

Minho looked up at him, "you know something?" Jisung hummed, "you start the makeout sessions a lot of the time."

Reality hit Jisung like a fuckin bus and he sighed, nodding; Minho was right about that, so why did Jisung blame him?

"A-nd, I'm slipping again." He sighed and got up, "the couch is too small for cuddling, I'll be squished."

((So will Casper))

Was all he had said, heading in the direction of their shared room.

Jisung took a bit longer to get the memo.

Once Jisung realized what he meant, he got up and went in the room with the elder. Like a good boyfriend. He laid on the bed and hugged Minho close; soon enough, the boy fell asleep on his chest.

Jisung pulled out his phone to watch documentaries on YouTube, and its safe to say that Casper has now learned a lot about Cheetahs.

So if they catch Casper zooming around the house, Jisung did it.

anyway

Casper go brr

sorry for disappearing for like 2 weeks ig my keyboard was malfunctioning like all hell and then i didnt wanna ruin all of ur lives with this shit show of a book so theres that

i have surprises tho