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Soo...uhm,
My birthday was on 14th nov., i turned 18.
And idk how but every year something bad happens on my birthday.
And this time nothing happened luckily.
But i didn't enjoy my birthday bcze idk. I don't have many frnds, i invite my childhood friends  every year,but they don't come, this time too they cancelled but i told them about my feelings.
Like i feel like shit everyday.., and i just want to feel happy and good only on my birthdays but thanks to my frnds i feel even worse on my birthdays.

Nd this time yeah they came when i told them how i feel.
But they weren't able to come to my birthday party, they just came at my home. And it felt good. Having my frnds with me on my birthday. I felt good.

Apart from this, i went out wd my frnd to enjoy. And umm yeah we enjoyed a lil bit.
And my cousin gave me a customized cup as a gift. The cup has jungkook's and my pic on it.

I recieved a gift☺.
I felt happy.

But i jus idk.. i was 50% happy and 50% sad. I don't know the reason of my sadness.

I feel lonely and empty, YEAH

😬.



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