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087 ; YNW Melly

( pt. 2 bc y'all was spamming me to make one, I'm scared of y'all now 😟😟😟 )

I woke up, only to see myself back in me and Nelly's old shared room. I looked around, wondering if I was dreaming. I pinched myself just to double check. It was definitely reality.

I sat up and looked to my side. It was empty, and cold. That must've meant Melly left a long time ago.

He then walked into the room. A scowl instantly made it's way to my face, making him furrow his eyebrows. "Ok damn ma, I'm sorry" he said, putting his hands up defensivly.

I wanted to scream, punch, lunge, attack, anything that would make him feel hurt at that moment.

"The fuck do you want?" I asked, swinging my feet off and standing up.

He glared at me before his face returned back to it's natural state. "Look y/n, I know I fucked up, but can you blame a nigga? I seen you with my homeboy, fucking at that to!" He said.

I don't know what point he was trying to make but it was stupid. I wanted to fucking knock his ass out, but decided to calm down. I serenely put on my shoes and then walked out the house.

I knew he missed me and was tired of my Lil attitude, but ion give two shits.

How is he going to act all weird without hearing me out and then comes and starts trying to push the blame on me again. he started following after me.

"c'mon y/n! you know if you caught me fucking your friend you'd be mad too!" he said, making me stop dead in my tracks.

"yea, I would, but I would hear you out cos I love you! something you were supposed to do for me but you didn't, obviously proving you didn't love me as much as you claimed" I spat toxicly.

he looked dumbfounded. "what?" he said, barely above a whisper.

"yea. if you loved me, you woulda heard me out, but you didn't cos you a punk ass bitch" I said.

I started walking to a local corner store. halfway there, I began crying. hard. I just lost the love of my life as he proved I wasn't his.

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a/n: I edited this bc I knew I could do better