SEALED WITH A KISS (Taekook)

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Days passed by with all of them still at KM taking care of Jungkook.. spending time with him even without going to office. Taehyung hasn't left his side... showering him with all his time and attention... caring him.. making him understand his worth... But Jungkook is at the verge of losing himself. He has a thousand things in his mind that he needs to think off...but that's only possible if he gets a chance to do that. No one is talking about that day nor anyone is leaving him out of their sight even for a sec.

He tried talking to them but saw the fear that bloomed in his hyung's' eyes..he saw a frown etched on the Beautiful face of his moon..so he dropped that plan. He is confused as hell not knowing what to do..how to let it all out.. crying is not enough..he understood that by now. Crying silently under the shower has done no good yet.

Today he had enough. He made everyone of them leave for work. He was still not ready to go by himself.. All of them protested but Jungkook didn't budge. Finally they agreed when Yoongi told them that he will stay back.

Yoongi was in the kitchen making a tea for himself when Jungkook came in

' Why didn't you leave?' Jungkook asked...even though it came out a bit rude

' Why? Can't I stay?' Yoongi asked back and turned around when he got silence in reply

He saw the boy looking down.

' Kook... I know things are bothering you.. and keeping it to your self won't help. Talk to me... I know you are holding back but deep down you want  someone to listen to you'

Jungkook looked straight at Yoongi's eyes and saw nothing less than pure love and care

' Hyung... I can't take this anymore... ' Jungkook said as his eyes became glossy.

Yoongi made the boy sit on the counter as he talked

' All this is too hard for me hyung...he did all that to me again... I..I felt like am again that helpless 13 year old boy who had no power against him... He is disgusting a-and thinking that he...' Jungkook wiped his tears harshly ' I won't cry anymore.. enough of this crying. Hyung.. I want to forget this.. Whenever I see myself in the mirror...the words he used to describe me comes into my mind....I just feels like ripping my skin off . I want start over again hyung. I want to do things which once made me happy..I want to change... In someway so that I won't feel disgusted of myself.' Jungkook sighed

' We can do one thing' Yoongi stated
' What?' Jungkook asked confused

' You always had a passion for that. Guess it's time. May be it will make a change. But Kook.. you have to cherish yourself from inside....you have to love yourself... trust yourself'

Jungkook smiled hearing that...he really wanted to leave behind every pain.. every misery and start every new with those who truly loves him.

' But before that I have to meet someone.' Jungkook said as he left Yoongi behind .

This time Yoongi had a genuine smile... hoping that his little Kook will finally be back... completely... Well he can only hope right.

He digged out his phone dialling a number

' Hello Jin hyung...'

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Jungkook knocked on a door and entered when he heard a low come in

' Oh.. Kook' Shinwa smiled as he stood up from the chair in his room

' Kimshi..are you free now?' Jungkook asked.. if he thought he can become confident again..then boy he is wrong. He can't even look straight at the man in front of him