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Why!? (Chapter 34)

The car ride was unbearably quite. Mr Aizawa drove quickly but carefully down the streets towards the hospital. Tears silently spilling from my sore, puffy eyes. I was holding back a sob as I went over the events in my head. Is that why she always wore so much makeup? And long sleeves? And barely ever talked back to my dad? My hand covered my mouth as I leaned my head against the cold glass. Attempting to ground myself. The abrupt stop make me realize we were here. The bright lights blinded me and soon Aizawa was helping me from the passenger side. My body felt like jelly as I stood there. Knees ready to give out. My breathing was irregular and I was trying to hold back from crying. Mr Aizawa led me slowly through the front doors. A nurse spotted us and quickly rushed over. "Ms. L/n come with me." I followed behind blindly. We soon we're standing in front of her room. I didn't want to enter, I didn't want to see what he did. Aizawa put a hand on my shoulder and whispered. "If you don't want to go in that's fine." I shook my head, pushing every thought aside I took a step forward. My hand slowly grabbed the door handle. It was cold to the touch and sent a shiver down my spine. With one final deep breath I pushed the door open. After a couple more steps I saw her. She looked as if she was only sleeping. Eyebrows raised as she took raspy breaths in. She looked peaceful for the most part. That is until you spot the stitches on her forehead. Or the dark bruises painting her porcelain skin with blues and purples. Her hair spew about in a h/c halo around her face and head. My knees shook harder as made my way to the side of her bed. As soon as my cold hand grasped hers I feel by the bed. My bottom lip shook as I leaned my head into her stomach. "Hey momma." I whispered into the thin blanket that covered her. I knew she couldn't hear me, but I didn't care. "I'm so sorry. If I had know I-" my voice was caught in my throat. What would I have done? What COULD I have done? I began to shake more as I bit my lip. Fat tear fell from my eyes making a wet spot. "I wish you would have told somebody. Why didn't you? Why did you let him hurt you like that!?" Anger and guilt drowned me. "Did you want to suffer!? Did you want him to break you!? Why!" My voice cracked as I yelled. Sliding down the side of the bed I covered my face. How could she let him get away with this for so long? How long has this been going on? Was it my fault? Should I have called her more? Should I have been home more? Checked in more often? Could this have all been avoided if I did better? I covered my ears trying to block out all the thoughts. Arms wrapped around me making me come out of my dark thoughts. Aizawa was kneeling next to me, holding me in a warm embrace. I was frozen for a moment. More tears washed over me and I clung onto him like a life line. The only noise left was my sobs and the beeping on the machines.