I Shouldn't Love You ( xxxtentacion x reader )

Coming Back For You

On the walk back to the school haul he held my hand and I held it back . The loud noise continued but I believe Jah's performance was over . Isaiah went over to his friends and I went to Cherish who was wasted as usual her boyfriend came back to take her home , I went to the side and sat down with some snacks looking through the pictures we took . 

I felt a shadow over me and I lifted my head and gasped at a eyebrow less grey haired - XXXtentacion . 

" what'd I tell you nigga ?" he said touching my head .
* ignored * 
" aye don't start that ignoring shit tonight I came back for you " he said slightly pissed 

I got up and glared at him 

" fuck off Jahseh I'm done with you " I said about to walk away 

He pulled my arm and yanked me back 
" stop it " I said firmly 
" where is that nigga ?" 
" who ?"
" that nigga Ski said he say you with tonight "
" leave him out of this and let me go Jahseh " I said trying to free my hand 
" your mine " 
" I'm not " 
he put his arms around my waist and hugged me tightly 

" I'm not doing this with you - I know you cheated with Gen and some other bitches . " I said pulling away 

" fuck is you talking bout ?" 

" I saw you Instagram story Jahseh " 
" I never cheated even when you fucking left me , that night I was drunk and wasted but I NEVER CHEATED - I love you too much for that woman " he said admiring my form 
" what ? how do I know you aren't lying " 

He showed me all the videos and messages from that night between he and Gen and the other girls . I was shocked at how quickly he shut them down . 

" believe me now baby ?" 
" I'm not your baby Jahseh I'm not getting back with you " I said folding my hands 
" what the fuck whats the problem y/n?" 
" it just won't work we want two different things Jah " I said as he took me outside so we could hear each other properly we sat at the back of the school . 

" what do you want me to do ?" he said sighing 
" nothing I want you to have fun - go become the biggest artist in the world - I want to be quiet " I said rubbing his leg 
" you missed me ?" he smiled pulling me to him with his hand around my shoulder 
" yes " I sighed resting my head on his shoulder 
" I know you don't want to be in the spot light but stay with me travel with me and we can figure it out - why you giving up on  us so easy ?" he said frustrated 
" I don't know I feel like I'm loosing you baby " I said touching his cheek 
" after everything y/n come on I'd die for you , your my bitch and only my bitch so stop being a bitch and rock wid me " he said facing me 

" okay then " I said getting up 
" come to daddy " he said holding onto me tightly " I know you missed the young dagger dick " 

I laughed at him as he stood up gripping my ass tightly and rubbing his lower half onto mine . 

" you finna travel wid me and Ski ?" he said with his hands around my neck 

" I guess so " 

We devoured each other for a good 5 minutes before breaking the kiss smiling 

" come on we gotta take some pictures " he said pulling out his phone 

" no I took enough " I whined 

" none with me or my phone so pose " he said

I did as he asked and we took quite a few 

" now a before and after " he smirked 

" huh " I asked as he took one last picture still smirking " 

" you wanna dip and go back to my hotel and get nasty ?" 

"yess" I smiled 

He called an Uber and we left . 

________________________________AT THE HOTEL 

" I missed my daddy " I said as he undressed me quickly 
" I wanted to rip this shit off you all night " he groaned taking off his clothes one time 

I jumped on top of Jahseh not breaking the kiss as he ripped off my bra and panties . His lips travelled down my neck , his hands gripped my ass tightly as I moaned his name loudly . 

" gimme that fucking dick fuck " I yelled gripping his shoulders tightly . 
" beg " he whispered 

I went down on his neck sucking it and shaking my ass on his dick as he groaned 

" give it to me daddy - I missed it give it me please fuckkk - please daddy , please my pussy Jahseh uhh " I whined kissing all over his chest . 

" yesss y/n " he whined " turn around baby " 

I did as he asked screaming as he placed his cock in me 

" you ready  or does it hurt ?" 

" I can move  " I panted slowly moving my hips slowly up and down his shaft we both moaned and he encouraged me by smacking my ass leaving his infamous hand marks on my now bright red ass  . 

" FUCK shake that shit for me " he said 

It hurt to twerk while he was still in me but I steadied my self and did as he wished as he recorded the way it moved on his dick . 

" JAHSEH I'M GONNA CUM " I yelled gripping the sheets and exploding onto his dick 

" yesss " he said as I shifted off of him laying on my back . He quickly got in between my legs , teased my sensitive clit for a while and went right back in meeting my lips again as he roughly pounded into me . My nails clawed his back as he panted over me 

" you feel so fucking good " he said as his strokes became sloppy 

" fuck I aint finish yet " he said trying to hold in his cum . I smiled putting one hand on my tits groping them and then meeting his eyes I rubbed my clit moaning his name . 

" FUCK Y/N " He yelled before shooting all his cum inside me . It felt amazing having him fill up my insides again . 

" we do round 2 in the shower " he said still inside me with his head on my boobs . 

I sighed running my hands all over his face and hair as he hugged me tightly slipping out of me . 

" I love youu " he said smiling with grills on 

" you had those on the whole time ?" I said shocked 
" yeah I should've eaten you out with them " he smiled now hovering over me 

We met eyes and I  stroked his cheeks , this wasn't the same blonde and black dread head I hated and moved in with nearly a year ago , this was a new Jahseh one that was accomplishing his goals and happy with his life and loyal to the girl he chose . 

" I love you too Jahseh " I said before he pulled me into a kiss.