BTS Oneshots

Namgi- The Last (Chapter 1)

568 Words

Contents: Angst, mentions of self-harm

This takes place in the second month BTS have known each other. They have not yet made their debut.

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Jeongguk stirred in his sleep, eventually waking. He sat up instantly and rubbed his young eyes. Looking around the dark dorm, his Seokjin hyung and Yoongi hyung were sleeping curled up. Yoongi slept in a fetal position with his hands rested between his thighs. It was cute.

"Jeongguk-ah?"

Jeongguk flinched and looked around, only to realize his leader was also awake, sitting up in 'bed'; a sleeping bag. "Why are you awake?" Namjoon asked. "Just woke up, that's all." The fifteen year old replied, laying back down. Namjoon hummed an 'alright' and laid back down as well.

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Seokjin had left to take Jeongguk to school, so everyone was up and running. Hoseok was waiting on Taehyung to finish with his shower, and Yoongi was sitting up on his sleeping bag, staring into space.

"Does anyone know where Jimin-ssi is?" Namjoon asked so everyone could hear. "I think he went with Seokjin hyung and Jeongguk." Hoseok told him. Namjoon nodded. He stepped over his member's things and sat down in front of Yoongi. He had his legs pulled up against his chest and was looking sad. "Hey, hyung, are you okay?" Namjoon asked softly. Yoongi turned towards him. "Mhm. Just tired." He laughed, and Namjoon did too. "Me too, hyung." He stood up, glad Yoongi was alright.

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"Yoongi hyung," Namjoon knocked on the studio door, waiting for a response. "Come in." He heard. Namjoon entered the room and saw Yoongi sitting at his desk, head in his hands. "Hyungie, are you sure you're alright?" He asked. "Yeah, I just...don't know what to write." Yoongi sighed. Namjoon's eye caught on to scratches on Yoongi's arm.

"What happened to your arm, hyung?" He asked worriedly. "Oh-" Yoongi hid his arms under the desk, cheeks going red. "N-nothing-" "Hyung, let me see." Namjoon got worried and stepped closer. Yoongi shifted away from him. "No it's nothing." He told him, staring back at his screen.

Namjoon grabbed his wrist and pulled it up to his view. Scars and new cuts littered his arm, his other one as well. Yoongi hissed. "Yoongi hyung-" "Namjoon-ah please don't tell anyone." Yoongi interrupted him. "Hyung did you do this to yourself?" Namjoon asked worriedly, his heart beating faster. Yoongi hesitated. "Yes." He nodded, speaking quietly. "Why?!" Namjoon felt tears build up in his eyes. "Why are you doing this to yourself?"

"Namjoon-ah, just, please don't tell anyone else. If Manager-Nim finds out I won't be able to work and he'll call my parents or something and they'll hate me." Yoongi looked up at Namjoon, his eyes desperate. Namjoon hasn't seen him like this before.

He supposed as a leader he was supposed to tell, but as a friend he shouldn't. Yoongi asked him not to tell, so he shouldn't...right? After all, self-harm was a troubling topic to bring up. He supposed he's reached his first impass as a leader.

"I won't." He decided after a few moments of thinking. Yoongi took his arm back, shyly, and sighed in relief. "But you have to stop this, it's not healthy for you-" "I know, Namjoon-ah. I'm trying, I really am." Yoongi cut him off.

Namjoon closed the door on his way out.