How to Stop an Obsessive Love?

Chapter 46: Escaping isn't my Thing

Ashleene's PoV:

"What are you thinking hmm?"

Naramdaman ko ang isang malakas na presensya mula sa aking likuran. No doubt that it's my wife, Freyja Akane. She wrapped her arms on my waist and hugged me from the back.

Sa sobrang pagspace-out ko, hindi ko man lang namalayan na andito na pala sya sa loob. Mygoodness.

"Tungkol ba to sa pinag-usapan nyo ni Mommy? Speaking of, care to tell me how did it go?" She asked once again. Mabilis na umiling ako bilang sagot.

"No, it's not like that. I just thought na talagang magkamukha talaga kayo ng Mommy mo. You two are really look-alike. Parehas pa ng ugali." I said and let out a forced a smile.

I heard she giggled because of that. Well, that's the truth though. Hinding-hindi ko makakamalimutan kung paano ako sinalubong ng kutsilyo ni Tita huhu.

"Parang magkapatid na kami right?" Natatawa nyang saad. I quickly nodded her head. I couldn't agree more.

But the truth is, yung sinabi talaga ni Tita Veron yung sobrang iniisip ko. I tried hard to figure out what she's talking about. It lingers on my mind. Sumasakit na yung ulo ko.

What does she mean by that? In just that simple duscussion, parang biglang nag-iba ang desisyon ko. May pumipigil sa akin na magpatuloy sa balak naming pag-alis sa islang to.

Isang malalim na buntong-hininga ang aking ginawa. I let my guards down. Parang gusto ko na lang magstay dito kahit na may chance na baka nga mapatay na ako ni Akane.

I shouldn't ran away. But instead, pwede ko naman syang tulungan. I shouldn't be afraid of her. After all, she's my wife and my other half. Sya pa rin naman si Freya Akane.

I guess, I badly need to take a rest now since may pupuntahan ako mamayang gabi. If you know what I mean.

Naputol ang aking pag-iisip nang maramdaman kong may humawak sa aking pisngi. It was Akane.

"I won't force you to tell it to me now. But just remember this Ashleene, I'm still your wife. Pwedeng-pwede mong sabihin sa akin kung ano mang bumabagabag sa isipan mo." She said that in the most soothing voice that I can hear from her. Mabilis na napahinto ako dahil don. Damn. It's like a music to my ears.

What's happening? Mali lang ba talaga ako nang pagkakakilala sa kanya? Maybe, ipinapakita nya lang ang dangerous side nya para magstay ako. But the truth is, she's still the Freyja I used to love and I will love.

I encircled my arms on her waist and quickly pulled her closer to me. Mabilis na niyakap ko sya. This is what I need right.

I felt that she was stunned for a while but later on, niyakap nya rin ako pabalik. She even buried her head on the crook of my neck.

"Mine... Mine... Sa akin ka lang Ashleene." She bit something and sucked it. Paniguradong magmamarka yun. Gustong-gusto nya talagang nilalagyan ako ng maraming hickeys.

 

"Can I sleep with you?"

"W-What? Hindi pwede!" Mabilis na natampal ko ang aking bibig nang marealize ko ang aking sinabi.

"What do you mean na hindi pwede?" Automatic na nagsalubong bigla ang kanyang dalawang kilay. Hindi na rin maipinta ang kanyang mukha.

I started to panic out. Damn. Why did that word instantly slipped on my mouth. Nagmukha pa akong defensive.