despair - h.hyunjin ★

chapter 8

y/n pov

he was on his bed, looking very pale and sick, his face was burning, there was no one else there, what should i do?!-

i started panicking, i didn't know what to do

just then he groaned, while holding his stomach, i think he was also having a stomach ache, oh god, should i take him to the hospital

i went downstairs and looked for the first aid and some medicines i could give him, soon i found it in the lower shelf of the kitchen, i took a few medicines and googled just to be sure i wont end up giving him the wrong stuff

"hey, hyunjin? are you okay? can you get up?"

he just groaned again, he looks in pain, i feel so bad

"okay okay dont worry its me, y/n" as if he would be any calmed after hearing its 'me' but whatever

"here eat these, it'll help with the pain"

i should really call a doctor
but its so late, ugh

i tried feeding him the liquid medicine, but he just wont have it, i need to wake him up

"hyunjin its okay calm down, wake up and eat this please" i patted his head, he finally opened his eyes, so i quickly removed my hand

"y-y/n w-why are you h-here" he was stuttering, it was getting hard for him to talk, but even so, he says that, makes me feel so 'good' for trying to care of him, i roll my eyes

"eat this" i helped him sit up, he had the medicine finally

"what happened suddenly?? are you okay?"

he scrunched his eyes

"yeah, totally" he said and held his stomach in pain

"you ate something wrong didn't you"

he didn't say anything, the usual

"just rest and go back to sleep"

"you can leave now" he said as he rubbed his eyes and layed back down on the bed

ouch.

i didnt say anything, soon he fell asleep, his head was still very hot, so i went to kitchen and wetted up a clean cloth, then went back to the room and put his on his head

he still looked in alot of pain, i didnt wanna leave him just like that, so i decided to stay

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after about half an hour, mom called

"where are you?"

"im with hyunjin, he's super sick and no one's here to take care of him"

"ohh, do you want me to come?"

"its fine dont worry"

"okay, take care"

"mhm you too"

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it was around 1 am, i just kept scrolling through my phone and changed the cloth on hyunjin's head time to time