despair - h.hyunjin ★

chapter 16

(idk why this got unpublished)

y/n pov

"oh, also mom,"

"hm?" she said while looking at the road, driving.

"Could we go see seungmin after all this? I talked to him already"

"oh yeah sure"

"Alright, thanks again"

she hummed and continued driving. as much as I try to ignore it, I keep freaking out

soon the time came and we reached, I was breathing heavily and mom noticed

"Are you okay y/n? What's wrong?"

"a-ah- nothing- im f-fine"

"sure?"

I nodded.

A few minutes later we reached, then we waited outside for them to arrive

a few minutes later another expensive car pulled over, then hyunjin and his family got out of it, this time I didn't look at him at all, because every time I do, we fricken end up making eye contact.

we greeted each other and got in, me and hyunjin sat facing each other on the table, I still kept trying my best to not look at him, but I felt like he was taking small glances at me, or.. maybe he wasn't and it's just me

as usual, we finished eating, and after that, I and hyunjin got sent out, but this time mom asked me if I wanted to go or stay, I told her I'll leave.
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Me and hyunjin got out, this time I didn't really bother asking him anything and started walking the other side, but he called me. yes. for the first time he did, making me freak out even more.

"where are you going?"

"uh-"
"I thought you would wanna go somewhere alone as usual."

"oh.. okay" he said as he turned back and left me there in awkwardness again, weirdo

I decided to text seungmin

"Hey, could you come by the ***** restaurant?"

"Woah that's far, what are you doing there?"

"I told you it's our families"

"oh right"
"well could you meet me somewhere closer? I don't think I can go as far"

"Hm lemme see"

"okay"

well maybe if I take the car? Nah mom needs it too, dammit I'm doomed.

"nevermind I don't think
I can, I'll just pass my time here
and there till we can go back"

"oh okay take care"

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hyunjin pov

I expected y/n to kinda follow me around, but oh well- I guess she did mean all of that. or maybe she's just- eh whatever-