alone

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you'd been home from LA for a few weeks now. you hadn't left the house much or posted much because you'd been feeling really low. you couldn't explain it, it was just like you fell into a state of depression. your parents had noticed you not going out, posting because you just stayed in your bed most days.

you were laying in your bed on a saturday night watching netflix on your macbook when your dad walked into your room to talk. you could tell your dad anything, it'd always been that way. he was great at advice and a good listener because he's been through so much
dad: hi baby, how are you
you just looked at him as if how'd you think
dad: not good i take it ?
you: not really
dad: why ?
you: idk just feel drained
dad: i think your over doing it. a lot has hit you all of a sudden. you've got all this "fame" and attention on you at all times, left school, doing modelling stuff in LA, here and there. you need to watch yourself
you: yeah i guess
dad: why don't you take a break for a week or two and just have a week or so for yourself. you've got so many people that love you and want the absolute best for you baby
you: ik i do..
your dad just hugs you, you loved hugs of your dad. he's who made you feel safe. your dad got you up out of bed and took you to get a slush because you loved them and he knew you hadn't really been eating a lot recently. all you'd been doing is sleeping, smoking and going a walk late at night every now and then.

later at 12:00am you got up out of your bed and changed into some comfy clothes to go out a walk. you liked walking, it cleared your head when you needed to but you liked doing it alone at times like these. you grabbed your essentials, put your shoes on and went outside and started walking listening to music

you didn't even know where you were walking you just walked and walked and walked until you got to a random place with a little bench

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you didn't even know where you were walking you just walked and walked and walked until you got to a random place with a little bench. you sat down rolled your essentials and smoked away. you sat just smoking and thinking, wondering why all of a sudden when you have everything you feel so alone... you were aware you had friends and family and loads of people who did love and care for you but you just felt so alone and you couldn't explain any of your feelings not even to your dad.
















*it's you walking outside*
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_gabriella

*it's you walking outside*———————————————————————————_gabriella

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