ive missed this

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the past months

Elliot had moved away to NewYork the past few months to do his music more seriously. since you didn't have Elliot around you changed doing drugs 24/7 to burying yourself in work and going to the gym. since you had been working so much you hadn't really spent any time with anyone. but by bit, day by day you were slowly feeling better.

tuesday, 7:30am

you woke up to your alarm, you HATED getting up early but you had to start getting back into a routine. that helped you keep together. you went downstairs and had a protein smoothie, you changed into your gym clothes then drove to starbucks on the way to the gym.

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Gabriella Perez

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KendalJenner: beautiful
- i love you.

Devin: my gorgeous best friend 😍
- 🤍 youuu

user: YAY !! you look so much better Gabriella. the gym gear !! so happy 💗
-thank you so much angel <3

ChrisSturniolo: u look ugly
-wow.. thanks Chris ly 🥰
-user: flirting flirting 😁
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you stayed at the gym doing your workout for an hour and a half then you went home. you took a shower, changed then did some business calls and did some work with your mom on designing a look for your next shoot.
mom: okay so what are we thinking ?
you: Mark said old fashioned
mom: okay so whites, navy blues
you: YES
mom: okay leave that with me and i'll see who and what i can get to do
you: okay
mom: does your cover not come out soon baby ?
you: yeah, today actually..
mom: yay
you: ik

*modelling agency is called
Studio 20 Los Angeles
cos i forgot the name pretend it's a good modelling*

a little later you'd finished all the work you had to do, you'd went to the gym and you were just laying in your bed doing absolutely nothing, that's what you hated having time to relax and think because that's when you felt down. you called Matt to see if he wanted to go a drive
Matt: hey
you: hi, wanna go a drive ?
Matt: uhh sure.. just us ?
you: yeah-
Matt: to smoke ?
you: ofc.
Matt: i'm ready
you laugh and drive round to get Matt. he got into the car and you drive off.
Matt: thought you were getting better Gabriella
you: well i am, but i mean.. idk
Matt: no i'm sorry that sounded rude
you: nah it's okay. i am getting better but it's not that easy to just stop it all together
Matt: yeah same i've tried to get off it it's hard bro
you: i know but it's such a good feeling
Matt: i guess
Matt turned up the volume full blast and started singing his heart out, you just kept driving and laughed  at him. you pulled up to a little pathway bit that you go walks sometimes. you both im got out the car and started walking down the path while smoking weed together just talking.
Matt: i'm glad your getting better Gabriella
you: yeah :/ me too Matt
Matt: i've missed this
you just smiled and looked away. while you were walking it started to rain and you both got soaked
you: omg we need to run back !
Matt: don't be a pussy, live a little
he grabbed your hand and started dancing in the rain, you and Matt were dancing in the rain together and it was honestly so cute. you had music playing and it just felt special. you had missed Matt. Matt spun you out then back in then dipped you when you came back up, you both just looked into each others eyes and then Matt slowly leaned in for a kiss.  you did kiss but you pulled away quickly.
Matt: oh my- i'm so sorry Gabriella
you didn't say anything you just looked back at him, grabbed his face and kissed him again. you guys kissed for a few seconds then both naturally stopped
Matt: wtf have we done ?
you both laugh
you: idek..
Matt just smiled at you
you: we should probably head back
Matt: yeah it's cold now
you agreed and went back to your car and drove to Matts house to drop him off, you came inside to see Nick and Chris. you said hi to their mum then went up to Nicks room to surprise him, you pushed his door open
you: surprise bitch!!
Nick: omg heyyy !!
you tan over to his bed and jumped on top of him
Nick: i've missed you so much wtf
you: i've missed you too
Nick: you look a lot better Gabriella :)
you: i'm feeling better too
Nick: i'm glad. you deserve it and i'm always here 100% of the time i love you Gabriella so so much
you: stop i'll cry
Nick hugs you and you just lay in his bed chilling, Chris came in to see you but you felt so guilty about kissing Matt and you didn't know if he would tell anyone or not, you knew you had to tell Chris but you couldn't right now.
Chris: hey
you: hi..
Chris: u good ?
you: yeah why ?
Chris: just asking... what's wrong?
you: uhh nothing... 🙂
Chris: okay ?

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