moving

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a month later

things with you had been on and off. it was like your emotions were a roller coaster, some days you were so happy then the next you felt lost... it's a strange feeling but your working on it, working on you. things with Chris were fine. he was also not in the best mental state either so at times you could take it out on eachother.

you were in your room on the phone to Jenna talking about things you had booked. you had a lot of work in LA and a lot of shoots to do so you agreed to move there for a couple months purely for work because you personally weren't ready to leave your parents ect. i mean your only 18. the hardest part was gonna be telling Chris.

Jenna: so flight next week then stay in LA for around 3 months ?
you: i mean yeah if i got to
Jenna: Gabriella i know it's gonna be hard moving out for a little but they can come visit and facetime exists
you: yeah it's fine
Jenna: that's my girl. get packing soon. i'll keep in touch
you: okay bye
Jenna: bye bye

you put the phone down and just sat on your bed looking at the wall. you knew LA wasn't so so far away from home but it would be hard not seeing your mom, dad, Nick, Matt, Chris and Devin every day. you didn't know how Chris was gonna take you being in LA for that time either.

you went downstairs and into the kitchen where both your parents were. your dad was chopping some vegetables and your mom was cooking something else at the oven.

you: hey
dad: hey baby
you: so i gotta talk to you about something
your mom turns and gives you 'the look'
you: what..?
mom: will i be mad ?
you: you shouldn't be...
dad: hit us with it !
you: so next week i gotta go to LA-
mom: okay... so ?
you: for about 3 months
mom: 3 months !! without my baby..
dad: we can go over at some point
you: yeah it's for work so i kinda need to
mom: do you want to ?
you: partly yeah partly no..
dad: why no ?
you: just because i won't see you guys or the boys or Dev and i don't know how Chris will feel ?
dad: he should support whatever your doing baby
you: yeah i need to go tell him
mom: well baby he should be proud that your doing all these things but i understand why he maybe wouldn't want it
you: yeah, well i'll be back soon

you go up to your room and change into this before leaving

you go up to your room and change into this before leaving

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forget the bag lol ^^


you grabbed your keys off your bedside dresser then went out and got into your car. you started driving to the boys house because you knew Nick and Matt would be down for a starbucks rn. as you were driving you called Matt

Matt: what up ?
you: hey, are you with Nick ?
Matt: yeah he's in his room
you: wanna get starbucks ?
Matt: rn ?
you: yes
Matt: sure, lemme ask Nick
you: okay
Matt: Nick wanna get starbucks with Gabriella ?
Nick: yeah
you: okay i'll be 5 minutes
Matt: cool, see you in a min
you: alight bye

you pressed the hang up button on your steering wheel and drive to their house. when you got there you beeped the horn and they both came out. Matt called shot gun and sat beside you in the front, Nick sat in the back. like he's used to lol rip.

you ordered a starbucks at the drive through, payed and just went a drive to talk.

you: so i gotta tell you guys something
Nick: oh god-
Matt: are you pregnant???
you: are you falling me fat.
Matt: NO, no no no i just- i'll shut up..
Nick: yeah you best bitch
you: i need to move away for a couple months
Nick: what? why !
you: for work. to LA for around 3 months, it could be more tho...
Matt: man that sucks
you: i know
Nick: we can go for a few weeks at some point
you: yeah !
Matt: yeah we could, have you told Chris ?
you: no..
Nick: how do you think he'll take it ?
you: i don't know.. i'm scared
Matt: he'll probably be fine, he'll be like cool i'll come visit or whatever
you: yeah maybe

you drive around for a little, got some snacks from 711 then dropped them back home after about an hour and a half. you went home and took a nap for a few hours, when you woke up you went to the gym and then came home, showered and changed into some sweats.

you were chilling in your bed when Chris facetimed you so you answered

you: hey..
Chris: hey, you haven't spoke to me all day bruh..
you: oh sorry, just been busy
Chris: you asked Matt and Nick to go to starbucks and not me ?
you didn't even know what to say because that was true but only because you didn't know how to tell him you were moving for a bit
you: i know uh wanna go a drive ?
Chris: i ain't no second choice
you: no i need to talk to you
Chris: about..
you: can you just drive to mine and get me ?
Chris: sure but.. your scaring me-
you: no like it's not bad or anything don't stress
Chris: i'm coming the now
you: okay

you got up and put some airforce on and waited on Chris you knew he would be quick because he would be stressed. you didn't mean to stress him you just didn't know how to tell him because you were scared of how he would react. within 5 minutes he was outside so you quietly went out the front door and got into Chris's car.

Chris: so what you gotta say ?
Chris was just assuming the worse that you were gonna tell him you cheated for some shit
you: can you drive and not just sit out here
Chris: oh sure..
...
it went silent as he started driving around
Chris: so ?
you: well i need to move for a few months
Chris: what?
you: yeah
Chris: where ?
you: LA
Chris: how long ?
you: like 3 months but it could be more
Chris: fucksake Gab, work ?
you: yeah...
Chris: i mean i can fly over
you: yeah you could but i'll be working like all the time that's the thing
Chris: fuck man, i thought you were gonna tell me something so bad bro
you: like..
Chris: you che- idek bro
you: i cheated ?
you chuckle
Chris: oh don't argue Gabriella fr
you: why do you just assume i cheated on you ? that's weird..
Chris: i don't
you: whatever

Chris rolls his eyes and keeps driving. you guys get some snacks and some slushies. you were mad at that but you just put it behind you since you didn't have the energy to argue with him right now. you couldn't stop thinking about how his mind just went straight to cheating... that kinda proved that what Elliot said was true, that the full "i don't trust the guys" is more i don't trust you than anything else. 

you guys drove around for a bit then went back to his house. you chilled with Nick, Matt and Chris watching a movie then you and Chris went to sleep in his room.

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