Nightmare

Promise me!

Ada's pov:

She was laying back on the sofa, surfing on the internet, looking for some stuffs for her daughter's room, in her house in Istanbul.
She painted her daughter's room in her house in Izmir in white and blue and it has picture of sea on the wall.
She put  white wooden bed  in the corner of room and dolls were all over on it.
She also put some kid books on the little sofa in the other corner of room.
Selin bought set of clothes for them.
it was a pink sweater with pants for Ada and for the baby it was pink sweater with a picture of moon smiling on it.
Everything looked alright , but it wasn't.
after she saw him at hospital she really tried to forget everything but the angest was ordering her not to forget.

S: Hey kankam! are you ok?
A: yes I am. I just feel like i have fever, it's so hot!! can you open the window?
S: Ok.
She opened the window and sat next to her, touched her stomach : we will see her soon!!!
Ada smiled, she took a deep breathe and gave a letter to Selin.
A: get this!
S: what is this?
A: it's not for you!
S: what is it?
A: first of all, can you say Ali to come here?
Ali was in the guest room, this week they both came here because Ada was going to give birth soon and they didn't want to leave her.
Nergis and Yasemin couldn't stay with her, because Nesrin was at hospital because of her blood sugar.
Ali said Bora that he is going for finishing some of his works for her mother's company, and when Selin asked him for leaving, he immediately accepted because he knew she would go to Ada and he didn't want to annoy Ada more..

Selin went in the guest room and after some minutes they both came out.
Selin sat next to her and Ali sat on the sofa in front of her.

A: Thank you for being with me all these months. Thank you Ali. I am so sorry that you lied your cousin because of me..
Ali: it doesn't matter....
Ali and Selin both knew where this conversation will go..
A: Selin.. Kankam... I really love you... thank you for everything... I really annoyed you...
S: you didn't annoy me Kankacim...
A: neyse... that letter is for Bora...
Ali and Selin looked each other...
Ada continued: If something happened to me....
S: nothing will happen to you....
A: it is a possibility Selin.. please.... listen! not only when I am giving birth... whenever something happened to me, I want you to give this to Bora..
Selin wanted to say something but she regreted, she just said: Ok.

Ada stood up and went to the her room with slow steps.
when she entered the bedroom Selin said to Ali: she is really scared! what should we do!?
Ali: we can't do anything! unfortunately!!!
Selin wanted to say something but Ada's sound made her stop.
A: Selinnnn!!! *she shouted*
Selin ran into her room. Ada was on the ground and she was shouting.
A: i think it is its time.
S: tamam tamam sakin ol. let's go to hospital. Alii!! get ready!!
Ali: Ok.
Selin helped Ada and they left the house. 
Ada was keeping Selin's hand in her hand and shouting and crying out of pain.
A: Selin? *she was crying out of pain*
S: efendim Kankam?
A: you won't forget it... will you?
S: I won't forget but nothing will happen to you...
A: Promise me.. please...
she held Selin's hand harder. and cried.
S: I'll promise. tamam.
Selin felt her hand got dropped.
she looked at Ada. she had fainted and her face went white.
Selin shouted: Ali!! please drive faster!!

two minutes later they arrived the hospital and the nurses took her to the Emergency.
S: what if really something happens to her?
Ali: Sakin ol. she is really strong.. she can do this too.
The doctor came to them: who is accompaning Ada Tözün?
S: Me! how is her status?
Dr: she is okay. the birth giving time is so near but it's not tonight! 90 percent it is tomorrow.
S: she fainted!
Dr: Don't worry! everything is Ok. the pain she had, caused it. everything is okay now. she is sleeping now.
S: can I see her?
Dr: yes. sure.
Doctor left;Ali and Selin went in the room.
Selin sat next to her bed and kissed her hand. she was really worried for her.
Ali: do you have her documents? for the reception.
S: yes. it is in my back pack.
Ali: i'll do her reception.
S: Ok.
Ada woke up and asked Selin: what happened? is she okay?
she touched her stomache.
S: she is. she is. the Doctor said she may born tomorrow.
A: aha.
she was so tired and weak, she just closed her eyes.
S: are you okay ?
A: yes. I am just tired.
S: Tamam kankam. rest a little. Ali is doing your reception.
A: Thank him.
She closed her eyes and fell in a deep sleep she hasn't had for a long time.

Flashback:

Bora went to Ada's room, whispered in her ear: have you done your works?
Ada smiled at him: yes i have.
B: so.. let's go for lunch.
A: together?
B: does it have any problem to hang out with my girlfriend?
A: it doesn't have.
B: i think like that too. Hadi. let's go.
BizdeBoyle wasn't that much crowded on that time. everyone was at lunch.
He took her hand and they left the company together.
They rode Bora's car and they went to the restaurant near BizdeBoyle.
They ordered spaghetti.
Ada was eating her food when she felt something is annoying her stomach.
she stopped eating.
B: are you Okay?
A: yes yes.
B: didn't you like the food?
A: I did. I did. I will come back..
And she left to the toilet.

she vomitted everything she ate.
her face went white and the pain in her stomach annoyed her again.
it was a month she was feeling this pain in her stomach. 

she washed her face and when she felt she got better, she left the toilet.
Bora was waiting for her.
B: are you okay?
A: yes yes.. can we leave?
B: Sure.
He paid the bill and they left there.
Ada stopped for a second. something came to her mind!
"what if...."
Bora said her: Heyy!! Ada! why don't you come?
A: What?
B: are you sure you are okay?
A: yes!! mhmm Bora can I go home? I have something to do! it is emergency!
B: No problem! but do you need my help?
A: No thank you!
B: so do you want me to give you ride to your house?
A: No. I'll go by taxi. I have to do something before that.
B: Ok. so.. see you!
A: See you.

Bora left there and Ada gave a Taxi.
A: can you please go to the pharmacy?
Driver: sure.
The Taxi driver drove the car to the pharmacy.
A: I'll be back now.
Driver: Ok.

she went in the pharmacy and asked for a baby check. she bought it and left there immediately, rode in the taxi again and said the address to the driver.
She was checking her mobile when someone texted him.
everything is ready for tomorrow. we can get divorce tomorrow.
it was Rüzgar. she just texted: Ok!
sorry for everything
she didn't answer, She has already arrived her house, paid the money and went in her apartment.
Fortunately no one was home, Nergis and Yasemin left a week ago and they said they will come back soon and then Ada must go with them too. Nergis accepted Ada's divorce but not being with Bora and said that she must go with them to Bursa, in the time she had free, She was thinking how to convice her for not going with them.
Ada went to the bathroom, gave the test and waited for the result impatiently.
when she saw two lines on baby check, her heart stopped beating, and her body started shaking.
She closed and opened her eyes to get sure she isn't wrong.
She sat there for a hour staring at the result.
"what should I do now?..."

The silence of her house broke by her mobile's ring.
it was Selin. she answered.
S: Hi Ada! where are you?
A: I am home.
S: what happened? haven't you gone to restaurant with Bora?
A: I have.
S: so why didn't you come back?
A: Selin can you come here?
S: where?
A: my house.
S: OK. i'll be there soon.
A: Tamam.
she hung up the phone, sat there staring at the baby check till the door knocked.
She opened the door.
S: what happened Adacim?
A: come in.
Selin went in, put her back pack on Sofa.
She saw the baby check, looked at Ada and said: Adacim.. what is this?
A: Baby check.
S: I know it is baby check. for who is this?
A: For Me.
Selin got shocked. she didn't say anything, her eyes were on baby check.
S: You!!! Pregnant!! You and Bora...
Ada didn't say anything.
S: I wanted to ask if Bora knows too but.. it looks like he doesn't!
A: He doesn't and I don't have a single idea how to say it. how to manage it, how to do it!