𝐒𝐀𝐔𝐃𝐀𝐃𝐄 | 𝐭𝐨𝐦𝐦𝐲𝐢𝐧𝐧𝐢𝐭

Chapter 25

a/n: this was originally going to be a part of last chapter, but it felt a bit off so I made it its own!

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i want to see the video when
it comes out

You realize that means
you'll find out who I am,
right?

yeah but i can't NOT see the
video that's literally about me

or not really me, but chopin

That is you

chopin is a famous musical
composer

As I've been told

well that's not me

so yeah

Would you like me to make
a video about you?

Cause I can

nooo that's not what i'm saying

you wouldn't get any good content
if you did that

i'm just saying chopin is like my
persona and not the real me

I think authenticity is better
than your persona

you think it is

but it's sadly not

Don't say that when you
know that's not fucking true

but it is!

i'm way less fun to talk to

and i cry over everything

Then who am I talking
to right now?

i guess myself?

Well I enjoy talking to
you regardless

you enjoy it? ;)

Shut up

:o

Listen, if there's anyone
who understands what it's
like feeling fake, then it's me.
I'm a goddamned youtuber
for heavens sake. I put on a
persona everyday

i'm sorry

No need to be

Sometimes my job stresses
me beyond return, but just
like you, I cover it up and act
like I'm fine

just like me?

what do you even know
about me

That there's something in
your life that makes you feel
defeated by the end of the day

And I'm sorry for that

i hate how easily you read me