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"When you cry I'll kiss away your tears and if you wake up with nightmares I'll fuck them all away."
Nimfa has studied every inch of the human heart, failing hearts is what she knows best. She thought she knew everything she possibly need...
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F A L L E N I N L O V E
The brightness of the sun was shining through all the windows making my closed eyes open up, last night's events came to the surface making me remember everything. His head was pressed against my chest and his arms circled my waist, he was holding on to me for dear life. My body was completely in his arms, my leg was hiked up his waist.
I glanced down at his face, he had dried tears against his cheeks. I wanted to punch myself, no I wanted to strangle myself. What was I thinking? I can't do this to Laurie, I can't be a second copy of his wife. I can't deny that kissing Reian last night was a mistake, it felt different with him but not in a way that can compete with Laurie.
I peeled his arms off my waist, his body started squirming around and his eyes fluttered open in a confused daze. I slid to the corner of the bed, my legs dangled off the bed as my shoulders tried their best to relax. I could feel Reian sit up as well except he was on the other side, divided by my coldness and guilt.
"I made a mistake last night." I said, my voice sounding shy.
"That's what Tabitha said as well, till she realized the only mistake she made was trying to love him." Reian says, coldly.
My head slowly turned to look at him, there was a certain darkness in my eyes. I could feel the anger coursing through my veins. He makes it sound like Laurie is some unloveable creature like he's not capable of love which is Reian's insecurities talking.
If Laurie is so unlovable, how I'm I in the position I am in right now? I love Laurie, I've loved him the moment he opened up to me but I know deep down that he'll never forgive, he'll never be able to see past the kiss I shared with his best friend. I can lie and deny anything happened but what would make me different from his ex-wife, the last thing I want is to be anything like her.
I care for Reian but just like a veterinarian would care for an injured kitten, I'll never be able to open my heart like I've been doing with Laurie. Last night I was confused and blinded by his cruel ways but thinking about everything with a much clearer mind, I understand why he did what he did.
"You're a great guy Reian but you'll never be him." I said, and a pregnant silence fell between us.
"And that's a blessing." He shoots back.
I stood up and turned to look at him, he was rotating his head in a circle trying to stretch his limbs. I had no car, no money, I needed a ride home and he was taking his sweet time. We didn't say anything else to each other, I kept my comments to myself and so did he. You could feel the tension between us, that kiss meant nothing to me but it could have meant something to him.
We arrived home fairly quickly, everything looked normal to me. Laurie's car was parked right next to some white car I'd never seen here before, that's strange. Before stepping out of the car, I removed my heels because my feet were killing me. When I stepped out of the car I noticed Reian was smiling, my eyebrow cocked up.
