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Christian Pulisic- Are you willing to fight for me?

Since last month is where the problems between you and Christian had begun. Their was tension and a lot of distance, you didn't have to be smart to know that these sorts of problems breaks relationships. Instead of asking him straight up like you should of done and stopped the cycle repeating itself you remained quiet in the hope it would magically fix itself- it didn't. In fact it made it worse. Christian had changed, you thought it was stress to do with work as there's talks about him moving to a different club or with his manager. As he has being trying to impress Tuchel since he has recovered from his injury that he is ready to be back on the starting xI but it's taking longer than Christian had hoped.

As for your relationship well it wasn't working you couldn't remember the last time you had spent longer than 10 minutes together other than at night and even that's changed; no more cuddling just sticking to each other's side of the bed. In your head you knew that maybe it was for the best if you broke up but how do you say goodbye to the person who you love the most and the person you thought you was going to spend the rest of your life with? Well you was going to have to find a way- you need to bite the bullet and be straight up with Christian as it is what's best for you both.

-

"Hey Christian can we talk please?" you asked walking into the kitchen seeing your boyfriend making a protein shake after he had just returned home from training

"Sure" Christian replied with as he began clearing up the mess he made

"What's going on with you Chris you have being acting really strange around me for the last month or so?

"Nothing" Christian replies bluntly

"Ok, well somethings changed you can't deny that. can we please talk about it."

"Omg y/n will you just stop. Please nothings wrong your just reading into situations like you always do, I'm fine we are fine just give it a rest will you" Christian groans

"Are you serious right now Christian?"

"Oh for fuck sakes y/n want to know what's up ok well how about the fact that I have just recovered from a serious injury and trying to find my feet again so I'm so sorry that I can't give you all my attention 24/7 but your going to have to be patient and understand that you being so clingy pushes me away." Christian states angrily as his tone of voice raises every word he speaks

"Clingy? wow" you laughed

"What do you find so funny go on" Christian shouts growing irritated and annoyed at you.

"How about the fact that after everything I did for you during your recovery for months Christian months I did everything on my own EVERYTHING" you shouted to emphasise just how much you did

"when I wanted a break or when things became too much I had to keep going for you, I had no one no one to rely on. When I needed to walk away I couldn't when you was becoming too much and I needed a break but didn't because i refused give up on you. But I did all of that for you because I loved you because I wanted you back on that pitch not for me but for you because I could see how much it was hurting you. So I exhausted myself everyday looking for natural remedies in hopes of it fasting up the recovery. Taking you back and forth to physio for you. and yet when you came out the other end you didn't even say thankyou or at least make me feel wanted you made me feel used. When you recovered you tossed me away like I was some rubbish and you have distanced yourself ever since." you shouted

"So don't you dare have the nerve call me clingy when all I have tried to do is love and support you" you said trying to match your previous tone but your built-up anger turned into sadness as you began to sob.

"Y/n" Christian said as he went to hug you

"Don't" you said moving away from his arms

"Look I can fix this I know that-"

"I don't want you to Chris" you stuttered still wiping away your tears

"What, what do you mean y/n"

"I'm done, I can't do this anymore"

"No y/n no look I know things have being hard right now but they will get better I'm so sorry-"

"Please Christian stop I can't take this anymore"

And with that y/n walked away and packed her stuff up removing every inch of anything that symbolised her. Except the photographs they were now the only thing to prove she once lived here. Y/n moved back into her parent house for a bit while she found her feet. She tried to move on but she just couldn't. It had being weeks and he didn't try and fight for her. or so she thought.

-

"y/n theirs someone at the door for you" your mum said as she entered your bedroom

"Ok tell them I will just be a moment"

You thought it would be your best friend as she has being coming everyday trying to cheer you up and bring that smile back however Christian was the last person you thought it would be considering it had being weeks.

"Christian?" you said surprised

"Hey, could we talk please?" I know you said you didn't want to hear me out but I can't let things end like that after all we have being through"

"Ok, can we go somewhere else though please it's not fair on my parents"

"Yeah should we go to the park for a walk?"

"Sure"

-

"So" you said breaking the awkward silence as you walked around the park like you did on your 2nd date together

"I'm sorry I brough you out here to talk and now I don't know what to say. Nothing seems good enough" Christian sighed. it was only then you noticed how much this breakup had taken a tole on him with the deep under eye bags, the fluffy, limp hair and the sadness and hopelessness that seemed to linger around him.

"Can you just answer me this then please?" you asked

"Yeah sure anything"

"Why did you go so distant"

"I was struggling with my mental health I didn't realise how much the injury and getting back fit had effected me. I felt like I had nobody to go to I didn't want to go to you as it wasn't fair you had spent months looking after me and then I come with more issues. I couldn't do that to you. So I just carried on praying it would go away but it didn't. Being around you makes me feel vulnerable because I feel safe and comforted and so loved and I knew I would crack so it was easier to be away from you"

"Oh Christian I'm so sorry I feel like I was the worst girlfriend ever you was battling with so much and I just caved into you."

"Please don't apologise you did nothing wrong, you didn't know. I handled it wrong and through doing that I lossed you." Christian said as voice broke at the end

"I miss you" you sighed

"I miss you too so much"

"Then let me fight for you please I can't lose you. I love you so much"

"I would like that I love you too" you smiled finally accepting his hug as you slipped your arms around his waist finally feeling content again.

"I'm not letting you go now I have got you, I can't loose you again" Christian whispered in your ear before kissing the top of your head

"Well you might have to because I can't breathe" you laughed

"You know what I mean" Christian playfully rolled his eyes as you both intertwined your hands for the rest of the walk.

A/N: Hey everyone thankyou so much for 41k wow that is crazy. This is a request including plot so I hope this is ok for you. Requests are still open for plot and players.