A light in the darkness

Part 13

Happy friday heres my little treat for you guys!!! hope you love it!

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Sunday was supposed to be the most "spiritual" day out of all of them. I supposed that was okay. Kinda.

"Last day." Ethan nods to me as we take an afternoon hike.

"Ya. Maybe I'll miss it a little." I shrug.

"You will. I can tell you love it here even though you try to deny it."

"I do. Its peaceful. The real world can't affect me here. Its safe here."

"It is I suppose. And tonights going to be on fire."

"Ya..."

"What?"

"You keep saying tonight will be more intense then te last two days but I don't want it to be. Im scared of all that enough all ready."

"Theres nothing to be scared of. Just open up your heart and you'll be just fine."

"Easy for you to say." I mumble

"Arlie don't be like that."

"I'll try okay. I will."

"Thanks arlie."

So that night after the message the worship band started playing a series of moving songs.

All the weak; find their strength; at the sound of your great name

Hungry souls; receive grace; at the sound of your great name

The fatherless; they find their rest; at the sound of your great name

Sick are healed; and the dead are raised; at the sound of your great name

Jesus, Worthy is the Lamb that was slain for us, Son of God and Man

You are high and lifted up; and all the world will praise your great name

{your great name- natalie grant}

I see the cloud, I step in

I want to see Your glory as Moses did

Flashes of light and rolls of thunder,

I'm not afraid

I'm not afraid

Show me Your glory, show me Your glory, my God

Show me Your glory, show me Your glory

I'm awed by Your beauty, lost in Your eyes

I long to walk in Your presence like Jesus did

Your glory surrounds me and I'm overwhelmed

I'm not afraid

I'm not afraid

Show me Your glory, show me your glory, my God

Show me Your glory, show me Your glory

I long to look on the face of the One that I love

Long to stay in your presence, it's where I belong

Oh how we love you, Oh how we love you

Oh how we love you Jesus

{show me your glory- Jesus culture}

As this song plays I finally let myself go. I felt as if the whole wieght of my world I've been carrying since my father died was suddenly to much. It felt like someone came and lifted it all from me and my heart. I felt weightless. I felt glory. And then I couldn't stand anymore. I dropped to my knees as I refused to do so many times. And I sobbed, and sobbed, and sobbed. I just kepts singing