Love Hurts - II

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y/n pov

its been two whole months and i can't seem to get over her

why?

well who can move on if you're always going to turn on the television, her face pops up. after that? memories will start flooding again and i will be crying a river again.

What about her?

well i guess she moved on, she looked so happy in the shows she's attending on. maybe
focusing more on her works.

I sighed as i think all about these again, it has never been even a day for me not to
think how well was she, is she still eating at
the right time, whatsoever.

I decided to walk outside to get some night's fresh air, heading to han river. walked and walked around until i was tired and stopped at a grassy field, watching people pass by until a voice caught my attention.

Two girls, both were very familiar, her as the only voice i was longing for, and the girl's as familiar as a moan. Right the girl she cheated with.

I didn't look around for me not to be hurt, but hearing that they were both very jolly and happy, i teared up. "I knew the silhouette looked familiar." someone said while she settled beside me, removing grass in her hands.

"Drew." i said as smiled, wiping off the tears but ended up heaving more. "you're shivering." as she took off his coat, i insisted that she doesn't need to mind and that i will be going ahead for me not to disturb their mood."you can stay here for a bit y/n"she said "thank you but I rather go home than hearing your bestfriend and her new girl having fun at the park" I replied and chuckle in response. She looked at me with sadness in her eyes

I made my way back into my house when suddenly I heard someone called my name "y/n." that voice. that voice that i needed and missed so much, the voice that i will always yearn for.

Billie'Eilish's

"I need to go."|said as i stood up quickly. bowing to them but not making eye contact.

i swear to all the gods above, i tried to run
and escape.

but whose fault is it if some girls have more stamina than other girls?

"y/n." She shouted as she gasped for air, grabbing my wrist back.

i quickly wiped my tears and turned to her
with a wide smile.

"yes, hello."

"look ,y/n let me explain that day."

"no! you don't need to."

"then let me explain about now."

"what about now?"

"what you just heard?"

"what did i hear?"

"us being so happy together with Chloe."

"who the fuck is Chloe?"

"the girl."

"what about her?"

"let me explain."

"there's nothing to explain."

"look, y/n, stop and let me explain!" She unconsciously shouted as she shook me, and i was just shocked as her because never in
my life she shouted at me. "stop the nonsense with asking questions after another and
please listen to me." She said, now calmly, as she facepalmed.

"do as you please." i said and looked up, not
wanting my tears to fall in front of her

"to whatever i'm going to say to you, I swear to anyone that i will be the telling the truth and the truth only, that day, I was really tired i keep hallucinating about you calling my name which was her, and you giving me the papers with some of your blouse buttons opened, so i pushed her into a corner and i kissed her so roughly, until you came.i know, I'm wrong, y/n. but please, forgive me." She continued, "and last week, i bumped into her in the company and apologized, she
said she was sorry to you too because she
didn't pull back, but instead replied to the
kiss."

i stared at the night sky, not realizing that i was too into them, but still listening to her explanation.

"y/n, please. i'm really sorry, please forgive
me, i was wrong, I'm at fault." she said and knelt, until i came back into my senses and knelt also, as it was a sign of disrespect if you let an older kneel before you.

"get up, now i forgive you." i irritatingly said while sniffling and shaking her.

"you forgive me?" She asked as he stood up slowly, holding into my grip. "do i have a choice? you just knelt." i said and wiped my tears, and tried to get away,

but until then was pulled into a hug.

"I'm not done yet, y/n." She said in between my neck which made my spine shiver at her hot breathe. "i need to get you back, i want you back, i want you to be mine, you call it just for you to be mine. please, come back to me." She said and as i wiggled to escape her embrace, I felt hot water in my neck.

why is she crying? no, she can't do that.

"stop crying and let me go, it's enough that I've forgiven you." i said and still wiggled, but got a tighter embrace instead.

"please, y/n" she said and with THAT voice, i knew that he was sincere. thinking about my feelings, i broke down and just nodded while tapping her at the back. as she felt that my head moved upwards and downwards, she broke the hug and cupped me in the cheeks, and suddenly kissed me. "we can start again, y/n. and i will definitely will not, mess it up, thank you, y/n. i love you so much."

"I'll give you one more chance, if you fuck this up again we're really over billie"

Only love can hurt like this but I guess this is the only love that I want.

~

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