leaving and living

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The moon hid under the clouds a chill breeze was all over the place this celebration was on the peek and time was running fast...

With or without knowing it was almost the time for the farewell ......

It's time to say goodbye and leave a lot to live the rest ......

( Zaya's pov )

Everyone was happy laughing enjoying except me ... I was no way near in the mood to enjoy and why would I enjoy too

As the time flies it's got time for me to say good bay ...

When zahan's ammie came and said it's time for rukhsati my heart stop ...

I know this was going to happen I have to leave and I had been preparing myself for this in the past few days but still, I can't imagine leaving ...

I felt like begging them not to take me. But I don't know who to beg. Who will listen to me ? will abbu let me stay if I beg him ? after all I am the only daughter he too doesn't want me to leave even he wanted this marriage and all that.

No abbu can't help my gaze lift to Raheem abbu and Aysha ammie will they let me stay off I beg them ?.. they love me. but no they won't too My helpless eyes fell on the devil Who will I beg is he the one who decides this... then will he let me ?... No never in this life.

he is the sole reason for this situation and how stupid of me to think he will ... I brushed away my thoughts

Everyone gathered around us my heartbeat was rapidly increasing I feel like they are all taking me to kill. I felt like a lamb on baqreedh
Aysha ammie came near me took my nervous hand in her
" Come on darling let's go home now," she said to me

We reach the gate and with each step, I took I felt like my heart is breaking into pieces Dr devil was just beside me, And for each step, my hate for him increased ...

Abbu came in front of us he took my hand and his and put my hand in his
" Now my life belongs to u zahan I hope u Handel it with care " he said

Yah Allah why do abbu have to say this I was on the edge of crying and now I am completely broke

He said yes and hugged abbu ... I felt like screaming and saying that I am not safe with him abbu "your life" will just end with his hands ...

All the family members hugged, kissed And wished me then it comes to my ammie she was all wet with her tears ...
I press my lips together to not cry but I was like laying on the floor and crying like a kid who just lost his favourite candy

Ammie kissed me and hugged me she didn't say anything. then abbu did the same just Said " mashallah " nothing else

And next there stood my innocent little bro who decent even know what was happening around here he just know that I am leaving and zahan is taking me ...

I kneel and hugged zahin tight ... He don't like it when people hug him like this but now he didn't complain he just stood there in my embrace...

I don't speak anything ... I don't know what to tell him

When I released him from my hug he ran to zahan and punched him on his knees cuz he had just reach til his knees. here I was shocked by his action

" U are a bad gay u are taking zay from here I will call iron man and rescue her from u he will kill u bad guyyyyy " he screamed to zahan and broke into tears

I felt like someday had put ice in my burning heart, my brother, he is the only one who is in my team he just did something I wanted to do.. unlike on knees i wanted to punch him on his face...a small smile came to my lips

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