No matter what

Idea-8

- next day-

I wake up suddenly from the aching pain in my heart, I sit on my bed and rub my chest while breathing deeply and steadily

A breathing method Alex searched up for me to do.

I look over the rainbow-colored clock hung on my wall to check the time

five- forty-five....so early.

I wince, gripping my eyes shut and looking around for my medication bag, I slowly get up dragging myself towards the dressing table, I grab the box of medication with my shaky hands.

I open the box grabbing the right pills and taking them washing them down my throat with water which was set next to the medication box, I slowly slid down the dressing table sitting on the floor to relax and prevent myself from moving my body any further

After some time went by the aching pain in my heart started to fade away, I turn my head towards the wall looking up at the rainbow clock once again, " still very early" I whisper to myself

I look over to my window and see Leo's window shut with his blinds covered, I sigh thinking to myself.

How could I try to cover myself up without anyone knowing?

I stand up slowly and look at the mirror attached to the dressing table, I grab my long dark brown wavy hair and pull it up a bit making it look like short hair, I tilt my head and grab a clutch, clutching my hair up leaving a few of my locks down, I stare at myself for a bit then look over at my drawer, I pull it grabbing a wig out, a black short-haired wig I got Alex for Halloween. I tie my hair up putting a wig cap on, I then wrap the wig around my head

wow......I look like a little boy.....

I look around and make my way to the attached bathroom in my room, I grab the colored contact lens box and pick the black to hide my green eyes. I smile looking at myself

I am a genius....this way no one will know it is me.

I rush to grab some of Joseph's clothes, a dark hoodie with some gray sweatpants I turn around looking at the mirror

oh they are huge on me....

I look at the shirt falling all the way down to my knees and his pants dragged all the way down.

This is not going to work.....

I look around and grab a pair of scissors,

  crafty time hahaha.

After cutting the outfit and making it adjustable to my size I look at myself in the mirror hmmm.... I turn and grab a black hat and put it on my head, I smile nodding to myself in the mirror

this is perfect...but wait my voice...they will know I am a girl....or I could say that I can't talk...yes yes, I know sign language I could use that, I am smart.

I grab my phone to text Alex so he could go to school without waiting for me, "I have a doctor's appointment so I won't be going to school, ill see you after" I text him.

I grab another spare black bag and put all my supplies in there, I slowly walk down the stairs and walk out of the house.