To My Heart's Desire (M! Yandere x F! Reader) [ONGOING]

High School Sweethearts - 24 (Weaker)

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  You stared blankly outside the window. You had originally planned to practice some pieces since it's been a while, that's why you're currently sitting on the piano stool. 520 couldn't help but notice you've been more and more down as time passes. 

  Being the 520 it is, it flew right into you, hoping that you'll notice that at least it's going to get you through this. Even though the circlelike light couldn't physically touch you, it tried its hardest to distract you from sadness.

  You smiled gently at the creature in front of you, then brought your hand up just right above its body, as if you're rubbing it's head. 

'Alright, I'm going to meet up with Cedric tonight...' You said, not clear if it's for 520 to hear or for yourself.

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  Cedric was extremely happy when you invited him on a date. He glanced at you as the two of you are on the way to the restaurant that you have an appointment in. He, too, couldn't help but notice that you've been certainly unhappy these days and is very worried about you. But he didn't know how to act upon it, since he was scared that the root cause was from Cedric himself.

  Soon, the two of you arrived at the restaurant. After a while of ordering and talking, the food was finally brought to your table. You thanked the waitress and started eating your favorite food that you had ordered. Cedric stared at you once more, contemplating if he should ask you if there was a problem bothering you these days. 

  Noticing that the boy in front of you haven't even touched his utensils yet, you looked up at him, confused. 

"Hm? Cedric? Is something wrong?" You asked.

  He looked down at the floor, before making eye contact with you, "I-It's just... Am I doing something wrong?"

  Puzzled, you reply, "No... Oh! No need to worry about me," you smiled sweetly at him, "I j-just haven't gotten good sleep."

  There was something in his head that was warning him that something's incredibly wrong. He wanted to say something, but words seemed to be sealed and weren't able to come out from his mouth. Cedric starts to despise himself the more he thinks about it. Hates that he couldn't even be a decent lover to you. 

  There was a moment of silence, but it was covered by the laughter and voices of other couples eating here. You looked at them, a look of jealousy swiftly came across your face. Although it went away just as quickly, Cedric had caught it.

  Before he could say anything, you asked, "Cedric. Could you promise me something?"

  He nodded, waiting for you to continue, so you did, "If... I'm just saying if... ever I'm gone, could you-"

  You were cut off by a warm hug. Without realizing, you started crying. 

  You were just... too attached with the people in this world. It hurts.

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  Days later, you had to stay at the hospital. You had recently fainted while going down the stairs. What's more unlucky... is that you had hit your head during that fall, causing you to be out for a week already.

  The doctor that was in charge told a devastating news to your parents; that your illness had suddenly became worse and possibly fatal in unknown reasons. There was a very little chance that you'll survive.

  Your mother dropped down the floor, bursting into tears. Your father quickly caught her, tears filling in his eyes too. You are their only child, their most precious daughter. Having to know that their child might pass away earlier than them... put them in misery. It was worst than being stabbed over a thousand times.

  Cedric grabbed the doctor's arms, franticly begging the doctor like a madman if there were any other ways for you to survive. He even told the doctor that he's willing to donate any organs for you, if needed.

  The doctor didn't push Cedric away, he only shook his head and sighed. Too many cases, he had already experienced too many cases similar to this one. It's painful... to be helpless in a situation like this.

  After a while, the doctor apologized once again and bid goodbye to the people inside the hospital ward. Your mother wiped her tears and went towards your form, cupping your face, her hands trembling.

"Master... do you want to be conscious now? Your parents... and Cedric..."

  You looked at the screen that 520 had played out for you. Currently, you're in another place, it was pure white, and it seems like it doesn't have a wall at all. You had woke up here just a few minutes earlier, so you heard and saw everything that 520 had showed you.

  520 was actually scared to death when you had blacked out, so it was relieved that you weren't actually dead or anything like that.

"Take me back," you said firmly, since there was no one else in this space-like place.

And the moment right after... you lost conscious.

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