The Start Of My New Life

Chapter 14 ~ All Alone

All Alone -
Chapter 14 -

MILLY'S POV:
Why the hell is Ava back? Why just why, why me? Why did she kiss Callie? I mean that means that she's kinda kissing me... not...but I was callie and she was arizona in our relationship but still that was the good memories, but there were so many bad ones. I can't see her, I just can't. I don't even think I want to be friends with Callie anymore. Oh no I shouted at her when my kids are here. They've never heard me shout before. Fuck. Ugh I can't do this anymore. I can't see Ava and I don't want to, I don't even want to see Callie. I immediately burst into tears again. I'm all alone again. I don't even know if Arizona and Callie even left my house yet. My life was getting so good and now this happened. I was happy, I was happy with my kids, work was good and I fitted in there, I was happy, Callie and Arizona made me happy but now this. Now Callie and of course Ava ruins it. I cry even harder into my pillow and scream and then the next minute I hear a knock on my bedroom door. I just ignore it because I honestly can't stop crying. I hear a knock again and ignore it. I don't want anyone to see me like this and if it is one of my kids at the door I definitely don't want them to see me like this. Suddenly I hear the bedroom door open which does scare me but because I'm still crying I whisper something
MW- "who's there"
AR- "it's me Arizona"
MW- "Arizona please just leave me alone, I told you and Callie to leave"
AR- "well we stayed because we care about you Milly"
MW- "obviously Callie doesn't otherwise she wouldn't have kissed Ava"
AR- "milly, Callie does care about you, she cares about you very much. She talks about you all the time ever since you met each other"
MW- "but if she cares about me that much why would she do this to me? Why would she hurt me and go and kiss Ava"
CT- "I swear I didn't kiss Ava, Ava kissed me"
MW- "Callie leave me alone
CT- "no Milly, I care about you so much and I love you with all my heart, you mean a lot to me and I'm sorry if I've hurt you but I promise you I didn't know it was her until Arizona thought that it was her"
AR- "everything Callie said is true Milly"
MW- "ok"

I look up at Callie and Arizona with tears in my eyes but somehow I manage to give them a small smile

CALLIOPE TORRES's POV:
i knew this would go terribly. i knew Milly would freak out. I knew it but yet I still told her because she deserved to know. I'm so mad at myself tho.

I hear Milly crying and screaming so I tell Arizona to go upstairs and that I follow but I thought to check on her kids first so I do that and make sure that they are both ok and then check on Milly.

I hear Arizona say that we both care about Milly and we do
AR- "well we stayed because we care about you Milly"
MW- "obviously Callie doesn't otherwise she wouldn't have kissed Ava"
AR- "milly, Callie does care about you, she cares about you very much. She talks about you all the time ever since you met each other"
MW- "but if she cares about me that much why would she do this to me? Why would she hurt me and go and kiss Ava"
CT- "I swear I didn't kiss Ava, Ava kissed me"
MW- "Callie leave me alone
CT- "no Milly, I care about you so much and I love you with all my heart, you mean a lot to me and I'm sorry if I've hurt you but I promise you I didn't know it was her until Arizona thought that it was her"
AR- "everything Callie said is true Milly"
MW- "ok"

Milly slowly lifts up her head and gives us a small smile.
She honestly looks so beautiful, even with tears in her eyes she still looks beautiful.

CT- "milly come here, please, I want to give you a hug and apologise for everything"
MW- "okay"

Milly comes over to me and hugs me as I wrap my arms around her safely and kiss her forehead.
She ends up drifting off to sleep in my arms and Arizona goes round to the other side of the bed and cuddles Milly and me so all of us are now cuddling each other.

ARIZONA ROBBINS'S POV:
I knew this would happen. I knew Milly would shout but I didn't think she would react this badly.

Callie hears Milly crying and screaming so she tells me to go upstairs and that she will follow behind me but first she's going to check up on the kids.

I get upstairs and I hear Milly screaming and crying even more and so I knock on the door... no answer... so I decide to knock again... still no answer so I open the door and milly whispers something to me
MW- "who's there"
AR- "it's me Arizona"

We then start talking about it all and I'm pretty sure Milly has basically forgiven Callie.

MILLY'S POV:
Even though I've kinda forgiven Callie but I won't forget about it, for some reason I'm now letting her cuddle me, I still feel alone. I'm all alone. I'm all alone and I always will be alone. That's what always goes through my head.