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Niki gets out of the car, thanking you once again, before running in for practice. "Yup. Once again, pretty girls all around me, except for me." Muttering to yourself, you get out of the car, heading to the gym for physical training. 

You swore not to cry again, but being all alone in the female gym bathroom, tears. Again. "Maybe, helping them get together will push my feelings away." Staring at your reflection, you really needed to get a grip. Not well in sadness every day. Phoning Soyeon, you really needed someone. 

"Where are we going?" Soyeon takes the lead and drives your car after picking you up. "Somewhere to make you forget about those 7 idiot soulmates." Laughing, you realised you were brought to a tattoo parlor. 

"Won't this hurt?" Y/n was slightly worried, "Not as bad as how you're feeling. I wanted to get one actually. Ever heard of countering pain with pain? You'll feel better when you get distracted by something new that hurts." Sighing, you could only give it a shot.  

Soyeon ^

Y/n's hand ^

"It looks good. You look stronger now." You stared at your reflection, thoughts running through your mind. 'My first tattoo.'
Y/n took a good look at her tattoo, staring at the mirror for 5 mins straight, Soyeon beside her. "You okay? Heartbreak is never an easy thing." Your look of determination was even surprising yourself, but you wanted a change.

"I'm going to make them fall for me, while I get over them. I don't want to cry over them anymore. They're not the only guys in the universe."
"Finally Y/n is back. I thought I lost you since you started bawling your eyes out almost everyday." Rolling her eyes, Y/n just whacks her shoulder. 

Pulling her to go shopping, you decided to snip off that depressing hair that was about to reach your hips, relieving your headaches you would get. 

That hair length you expose your tattoo, but you couldn't care. You just wanted a change, from your depressed older self. 

You even got new ear piercings on both sides with Soyeon, making you feel better about yourself, looking cleaner and nicer.

<Y/ns earrings>

<Soyeon's>

After almost a whole day at the mall, the girls had a simple dinner. "Girl...you really giving up on them?" Soyeon just had to ask that question, thoughts harassing your mind once again. "They don't appreciate me. Why should I appreciate them?" Quietly nodding, the two finish their meal, going back home. 

"Holy- Y/n? You-" Rei walks into your room behind you, as you change. " You even got a tattoo? Earrings? Hair? When a girls snips off their hair, it meant something must have happened." Rei knew very well, something must've happened. "I got rejected again, by my own soulmates. They only see me as their sister." 

"..." At a loss for words, you couldn't believe that the girl you thought you could trust were the crushes of your soulmates. Imagine how that would feel. "I'm over them now. It's okay." Not wanting to hurt yourself even more, you had to stop. It was more than overwhelming, that your soulmates don't like you. But if that was reality, you could only change yourself. 

"I'm leaving soon." Y/n told the older girl. "Huh? Where are you going?" "In a week, I'm going to London. My racing team's HQ. For a competition. I'm better off spending time doing what I like to do, than to be here dwelling over people who can't give a damn about me." Concerned, Rei didn't want her to go. "You're coming back after, right?" 

"My mum is still here, so I have to be back." Smiling sadly, you just went to bed, thinking about Niki's words again.