Believe ✅

one side 😔

Jungkook and Jimin was walking together ..  It was a great weather .. Jimin asked him a walk together.  Jungkook didn't had a heart to say no to that eyes with so much hope .. So Jungkook gave in.  

" When is the wedding ? " Jungkook asked . Jimin just smile , " Maybe a week , or a month or a year or never "

" What do you mean by that Jimin ? You love that man " Jungkook asked , Jimin nods , " I do , but he deserves better Jungkook.  He deserve someone like Noah . That love express his love in so many ways I can't . I don't to be again a third person " Jungkook stayed silent .. " You are giving up .. this soon " jimin looked at him and said , " I am not even fighting for him in a first place .  I am also getting old . I dont want to fight anymore.  " Jungkook nods ..

" Jungkook why did you love Taehyung ? " Jimin asked with a soft voice . Hearing Taehyung name a soft smile appears on jungkook face . Jimin felt something creak..

" I cant explain . I love his everything . His talking , singing , cooking , scolding , caring in short  everything. . "

Jimin nods .. " Lets sit in grass , shall we? "

Both of them sat on grass..

" Jimin " Jungkook called jimin .. who hmm .. " why did you love kai ?" Jimin looked at him .. " I needed .. I needed to love him .. It was necessary "

" Why ? " Jimin looked otherside .. " you know , yeonjun has a lover . His name is Choi soobin . He look like a bunny . He has dimples like joonie hyung .  Yeonjun was telling me how pretty his lover is . That boy loves him like you love .. you love .. Taehyung .  So perfect .  Taejung was irritated by hearing about soobin .. he said yeonjun to marry him .. yeonjun also agree to that .. my son is so in  love  right now kook "  jimin ramble .. jungkook hear with out any questions ..

Jungkook hold jimin face and make him turn towards him .. " Now answer me . Why is was necessary ?"

Jimin breath hitch .. seeing jungkook face so close again .. ( there was distance btw )  " to live .. It was necessary for me that much maybe I would die if i didn't "

" Jimin .. what are you saying ?" Jungkook said with soft voice .. jimin just smile but his eyes were telling jungkook how much this boy was broken ..

" Jungkook , Can I ask you something ? "  Jungkook nods ..

" Where did I left behind ? Where did I put less effort that you couldn't love me ? I loved you like crazy kook . I didn't think about right wrong .. I bare everything with smile people still call me a witch , homewrecker , mistress .. even my kids hate me in some point .. still I couldn't get you love kook .. 20 years jungkook  .. I gave my 20 years . Still I couldn't get that one thing I asked. . I couldn't get your love .. I envy tae . He got everything I desire for . He got such a good parents , hyung like namjoon hyung a admire like bogum a lover like you a son like Taejung  .. I really envy him . Why he has to got everything I desire for ? I never like Kai .. I used him .. thats why gave him to nami so .. atleast he can be happy .. I was just with him because he make me feel like a wanted person .. still this heart. This fucker always want this man who never looked at me after my birth to my sons .. what I didn't do for you .. so many sins .. still i didn't got you.   "

Jimin broken in tears .. jungkook slowly pulled that man in his embrace  .. jimin was holding his collar while crying his heart out ..

" I am sorry , You had to bare everything .  I am also sorry for not giving you that place you desire for . "

Jungkook said while planting a small kiss on jimin hair ..

" I don't know If I will live long or not .. If I die before you .  Please tell our grand kids their was a man called park jimin who loved a man named jeon Jungkook with his  whole heart  and loved him till his ( pjm) last breath "

Jimin whisper .. jungkook nods ..

" I will minnie .. I  will "

Jimin stayed in his arms for long .. jungkook didn't said anything. .

In jungkook mind ..

" I wish I never come in you life jimin .. than you wouldn't be this ruin .. If i had my heart .. i would gave you .. but Taehyung took it and never returned it to me "

Those two were unknown that someone was watching them with burning eyes. .

" Why I still feel pain seeing you with him kook ? After 20 years still same pain "

An angry tear drop on Taehyung's cheeks ..

Hobi sigh ..  he felt like angry on himself  .. he knows he could stop this way before .. but now its too late .. three soul felt pain and chocked in tears years ago .. they are just numbed body ..

" You could stop this love  .. you shouldn't hear that asshole .. and I shouldn't hear yours .. now I am also a part of reason of their misery " yoongi said with a lot of hate ..

" I know . But you know the reason why I did .. "

Yoongi stayed silent ..

Meanwhile ..

" I am going to tell the truth to taejung hyung .  Only he can help " yeonjun said ..

Otherside ..

" What did hobi and yoongi uncle did ?" Sunoo said to himself

A/n

Any questions .. than comment that on hola .. than it will be easy for me to answer