Dangerous Muse (ASHLEY 10) ☑

Chapter 23

|Chapter|23|Together|

Love can be defined differently. Sa iba, pagmamahal na maituturing ang nararamdaman mo kapag masaya ka basta lang masaya rin siya-- ang taong mahal mo. Sa iba naman, ang pagmamahal ay dapat ipinaglalaban, dapat hindi sumusuko, hindi sinusukuan. Love can either be selfish or selfless, nakadepende sa taong nakakaramdam nito. Mine's the first, and his is the latter.

But for me... Love is not when he say those three words, its when he looks at me.

"Stop staring." Mahina kong tinampal ang pisnge ni Jeremiah, at pasimple itong itinagilid.

He's just beside me while I'm eating, tapos na raw siyang kumain kaya ako lang mag-isa ang kumakain ngayon. The food is good, but having him staring at me, watching my face--- while I am consuming my food, is making me uncomfortable. My stomach cannot digest well!

We're on the mini living room, I paid for a VIP room so we have a extravagant area that we can enjoy. But that's it, he don't care about the space, because our distance is making the air unable to get in between! Sobrang magkadikit namin kahit pa kumakain ako. Though, he's also adjusting everytime, pero sa tuwing sumusubo lang ako, kapag tapos na ay balik dikit siya ulit sa akin.

Hinawakan niya ang kamay kong nakadikit sa kaniyang pisnge, at dinala niya ito sa ibabaw ng kaniyang hita.

He looks at me again for a second, and then leaned to kiss the side of my lips. Hindi na ako nakaangal dahil sa pagkabigla. I mean, I kind of see it coming, but I didn't really expect him to do that! Sobrang lakas na ng loob niya ngayon! Unlike before that it was always me who's initiating!

"Tapos ka na bang kumain?" The coldness of his tone and the way it huskily ends, makes me shiver for an unknown reason... excitement.

I composed myself, hindi ko pa dapat iniisip ang mga bagay na... unnecessary, dahil mas mahalagang maging klaro ang lahat sa amin ngayon. Yes, I want us to be together again. But I can't just ignore the risks, the consequences that are waiting to end us. Maraming mga mas mabibigat na mga bagay at rason ang dapat kong alalahanin.

I can easily get what I want, but to make 'em mine forever is challenging. Apparently, I should inform Lola Purple about this. Tanggapin man niya ang desisyon ko o hindi, kailangan ko paring sabihin sa kaniya. I'll talk to her tomorrow.

"I can't even finish my food, you're too close, Jeremiah." Kunware ay naiirita kong sabi.

Ngumuso siya ng kunti, "Because I missed you so much, Muse. I've been waiting to be this close to you again for how many years, I just... I d-don't think I can distance myself anymore." He explained.

He gently laid his chin on my shoulder, his nose touching my cheek, and lips almost being pressed on my neck. Mariin akong pumikit para pakalmahin ang naghaharumentado kong puso.

I opened my eyes and then swallowed, "I missed you too..." I admitted, almost inaudible.

I felt him smile, and just for a while, I felt his warm lips on my neck. His trailing light kisses on my neck to my jaw, like a chant, he repeatedly did it for how many minutes.

And all I could ever do is close my eyes, moan a bit, held his arm firmly, and enjoy the tormenting sensation we're building. Not to mention how the earring on his tongue pulls my arousal higher. The metal was rough, and cold, but with the movement of his lips, it feels fiery hot on my skin, sending me shivers.

Hindi ko na naubos ang pagkain ko. I pushed him on the couch's backrest, so I could straddle on his lap. He gasped, he looks unattended, but his big hands quickly caught my waist, supporting me so I won't fall.